When that heart wrenching feeling hits you, that enables you to stand on your own two feet, all you can feel is numbness, excruciating pain that is pending from the ache of your heart.
It's all I can feel.
Water that was forming in my eyes, that I was holding back. My dignity was on a tight leash, barely held on by a thread. One by one, I could see the invisible hair, slowing starting to let go of its bond.
I looked through the tear forming, a stone hard, cold glare.
Those eyes that were once a magnificent colours of the deepest shades of exotic green, that I could hardly ever contain the exciting, looking through those beautiful eyes reminding me of wild wet green rainforest.
Those eyes changed the moment when that one person shattered ,stamped and smashed my heart. I know now that the fragments, lost pieces the spirit of my heart, can not be mended. The moment those words came out of those lips that I have placed my own pair upon, the fire works, the exploding butterflies that developed in the pit of my stomach, the electricity that travelled in ultimate speed through my veins that makes me helplessly fall in cloud nine.
It’s all gone, vanished when he said ...
“I never loved you, I played you it was all a game why would I want to be with anyone as hideous, repulsive and ugly as you! You got to be joking! ”
Shock was written all over my face, so taken back the I only gave him one very last look, straightening my almost deadening spine, turned around head held up high and marched out of the grounds that I will not stepping on another time...in a very long time
I pledged that I will return one day and break you heart Jesse Jones
