Taehyung's POV
Everyone has a crush before so do i. Seeing someone that you treasure a lot lying down in a hospital bed with an oxygen mask for him to breathe really makes your heart hurts as he is being in pain. Why must it be him that is being in a lot of pain but not me? I started to blame myself after all of this things happened. I do not want anything to happen to him. I am scared to lose him.
"Hobi please wake up! I miss your smile,your laughter,I miss you please wake up," I said without noticing that tears running down my cheek.
I wipe my tears as I saw Hobi or as known as Hoseok's parents come inside the ward. I excused myself to go outside as the doctor wants to explain about Hobi's condition to them privately. I sat down on a chair and stare blankly at the wall.
Is it wrong being gay? My parents hate me after knowing that i am gay. At first i was dissapointed. I cried myself to sleep thinking about it. It is not my fault for being one. I do not want to be gay but it has already happen and i cannot stop it. After a few months i finally realised that there is no point crying about it. Eventhough i am gay,i prove to my parents that whatever it is i could pass my examinations in flying colours! Now,my parents is slowly accepting me the way who i am now. I promised myself that i would keep my sexuality to myself but everything change once i met Hobi. And now because of me,Hobi is lying at the hospital bed. That should be me not Hobi!
Why am i not in Hobi's condition? Why must Hobi face this pain himself? I thought to myself as i wanted to scream out loud to that bitchy girl who had cause this! Luckily that girl has been caught and were in girl's home. I thought for awhile and think back to how these had happened. It started happened a few months back ...
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Hello! So this is the first chapter of Hopeless Crush! I know its a short one sorry haha hope you like it! Sorry for any wrong grammer/spelling! Do vote & comment what do you think of it! Chapter two would be up soooon! And don't forget to follow my ig @perf.vhope gomawo ^^
