Im asleep and i start to have a dream about them going to have sex with someone else. I wake up in a hot sweat. I look beside me i see that kook is beside me sleeping. I get up and i go outside. I sit on the steps and i look up at the sky.
Jasp-"mom. I need you right now. I feel like i dont know what my life is right now. I really n-need you"
I sniff and i look down at my fingers. I feel a hand on my fingers, i look at the hand it has a grey and white translucent color to it. I look to the right of me, i see my mom. She smiles at me. I sniff and she wipes my tears.
Jasp-"h-hi mama"
Mom-"hi my beautiful girl"
She puts my hair behind my ear
Mom-"ive been watching from above. You learned how to love. I know you miss me, i miss you too"
Jasp-"everything isnt okay. My heart hurts"
Mom-"i know baby, you love them and it hurts you that they joke around about that"
Jasp-"i stopped loving after you went missing"
Mom-"yes you did. But they rekindled the love inside of you"
Jasp-"mama it hurts when they joke about everything i dont like it"
Mom-"i know beautiful but your dad was the same way, thats just how boys are"
Jasp-"i dont like it. Theyve hurt me to the point where i cried today infront of them and i told them that...i loved them"
My mom kisses my head.
Mom-"give them a chance they'll come around"
I stand up.
Mom-"now i have to go, tell my grandchildren i love them"
I smile and i look down
Jasp-"i love you"
I looked up and she was gone.
