Let Me Love You

Cozy Cuddles

I woke up with Bakugou sleeping in my arms.
I'd say I've gotten used to it but this time was different.
We were both naked, since my room is really hot and he had to take off his shirt.
When I realized this fact, and the memories from yesterday popped up in my mind I gently pushed away the boy sleeping next to me and sat up.

I couldn't believe it...
What did I just do...?
I know we didn't do it for real but...
We still...
Touched...
Why did he even let me?!
I was seconds away from losing control.
What would have happened if I couldn't keep calm?
Suddenly I heard a noise behind me.

-What are you thinking about? - turned to me and smiled Bakugou
-Well you see... About last night... I'm sorry. - I whispered while laying back down
-I was the one who let you do that so don't be fucking sorry now! - he yelled
-Yeah but...
-Oi just shut the fuck up and come here you dumbass! - he said as he tapped the bed next to him -Okay! - I smiled widely

For the first time I was the one in Bakugou's arms.
I put my forehead on his chest and kissed it.
He was hugging me tightly and holding my head.
I felt...
Safe.
"So this is how he always feels, huh?" I thought.
The warmth of his body made me sleepy.
I looked up with half of my eyes closed and saw Bakugou slightly smiling.

-You've been smiling a lot lately. Ya noticed? - I closed my eyes and sighed
-What? No I haven't! - he raises his voice
-Heh, yes you have. Do you like me this much?
-Mhm. - he put his mouth on the top of my head and kissed it

I was thinking for a while now.
And I realized I wanted to say something important to him.
But how can I say it?
Should I just be straight forward?
Yeah...
That's the best option I have.

-Hey... Baku---
-You can call me by my first name... - he whispered
-What? Really? - I jolted up happily
-Yes.
-Uhm... Can I call you Suki...?
-Sounds kinda gross... But if you really want to...
-Alright! Then you can call me Eijirou too!
-What? No way! - he shouted
-Oh... Okay... - I looked away
-I... Wanna call you... Ei...
-Whaa! That's completely fine! Why didn't you start with this? - a bright expression took place on my face and washed away my sadness
-...

I dragged myself up to his level and kissed him.
-So you know I wanted to say something...
-What? - he asked
-Uhm... - I grabbed his waist under the blanket - I love you, Suki.
-That's it? I thought it's gonna be something else. - he closed his eyes and kissed my forehead - I love you too, Ei.

We were stuck together for a while.
I could hear his heartbeat as I put my ear on his chest.
But after some minutes knocking could be heard from the direction of my bedroom's door.
We both flinched and curiously looked at the door.

-Boys! Breakfast is done. Come down when you're dressed up! - said mom from the other side of the wall.
-Okay! - I answered

We quickly put some clothes on and went downstairs.
I could feel the smell of ham and eggs from far away.
When we got to the kitchen my mom was already sitting at the table.

-Good morning, boys!
-Morning! - we said at the same time
-So Bakugou. How was your night?
-It was nice. I didn't get pushed off the bed so it's already a plus point.
-I'm glad!
-But mom... What did you mean by "when you're dressed up"? - I couldn't help but ask
-Well I thought you might be not wearing anything. The walls are thin, you know!
-Wha...?! - jolted up Bakugou from tiredness
-What do you mean?! - I asked
-So... Who is the little spoon?
-MOOOOM! - I yelled as I covered my face that was red from intense blushing
When I looked aside I saw Bakugou putting his palm on his forehead and blankly staring into space.
-Okay, okay sorry! It's non of my business. - she giggled

The next couple of minutes passes by in silence.
And very soon, the time had come when Bakugou needed to go home.
We were standing in the doorway.
My mom said goodbye and went back inside.
For a short moment I looked Bakugou in the eye.
I grabbed his hands and kissed him.

-Get home safe! - I smiled
-You're saying this as if anything could happen to me. I'm not a kid, you dumbass!
-Yes, yes I know. But I just love you, and I don't want anything bad to happen.
-Tsk. I love you too. But now I'll go. Bye! - he waved
-See ya! - I said and watched him walk away

 As I turned around my mom was looking at me with big, bright eyes.
When she does this she always starts to ask many questions.
I'm already scared...