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(SEO-YEON'S POV)

"Do you? Yeonie~" 

I looked up at Jimin, confusion was the only thing that I felt.

"Why?" I felt embarrassed to ask but I wasn't going to be fooled. When those words left my mouth, he had seemed taken back. Jimin straightens his back but still keeps me in place.

"What do you mean 'Why'? You are beautiful, kind, caring, loving. You make me jealous but then you make my heart warm with just your glance... How could you ask why?! But like I said, do you realise what you're doing to me...?" With every sentence, he seemed to grow closer and closer, until I could feel his hot breath on my ear. 

We had what seemed centimetres between us and it was slowly growing shorter and shorter, I held my breath and placed my hands on his chest, trying to keep some distance.

"GUYS! YOU GUYS TAKE FOREVER TO~" Jungkook had waltz himself into Jimin's room, stopping himself short, seeing the predicament that me and Jimin were in. 

I let go of the breath I had been holding, feeling a bit dizzy, I had zoned out a bit.

"WHAT WERE YOU GUYS DOING?!" 

"I was talking with lovely Yeonie here. You don't understand Jungkook..." 

"Jimin... That didn't look like talking. Plus I'm pretty sure I understand the situation better than you think..." 

When I had zoned back in, I was somehow in Jungkook's arms and was getting escorted to Jungkook's room. Once we were in Jungkook's room, I ran to his bathroom, I didn't want to face him at the moment; I was embarrassed with myself and guilty. The splash of water had pulled me from my thoughts and gave me slight self-confidence. 

One pep talk in the mirror and a quick drying of my face, I was ready to face him, tell him what had actually happened with Jimin. With a nod towards my mirrored self, I exited the bathroom. Jungkook was sitting on the edge of the bed with his phone and banana milk in both hands.

Each step towards him, I could feel my confidence deplete, leaving me to feel embarrassed once again. I hate feeling weak and embarrassed but I couldn't help but feel it. 

"Seo-Yeon?" Shit! He used my name, making me want to die at that moment in time. 

"Look. Jungkook, what you saw was a misunderstanding... I know you're upset and I completely understa-" 

"But you don't understand. If you like one of us don't lead the others on." 

"What?! You really think I lead him on?! You really think that low of me?!" I tried to stay quiet, knowing the others were asleep and it was late at night.

I felt so hurt and so angry that I could feel water burning my eyes like fire. I wanted to remove the burning pain but I wasn't going to cry.

"Well what was that then?! WHAT WAS UP WITH YOU AND JIMIN?!" He began to grow louder and louder. 

"WOULD YOU GUYS SHUT UP!" I hear Jin, Namjoon and Hari yell out.

"Me and Jimin haven't got anything between us. The situation you saw was a misunderstanding. Jungkook it may have looked like something else to you but it certainly wasn't. I had my hands on his chest to keep distance between us... nothing else, and funny thing, I actually held my breath because I didn't want to be with him... Do you think that I would kiss you then go kiss another, if so you thought very wrong of me." 

"Yeonie-" He started but I cut him off. 

"I would never and I mean never gain someone's interest but then lead others on as well. Did you not think for one second that maybe I was loyal and tried to stop that situation? ... did that ever occur?" I couldn't face him at the moment so I done what I could only think of that would give me comfort. 

I needed to see Ha-Rin. I took what was left of my pride and walked towards the door, slowly I turned the knob exiting the room, Jungkook's guilty presence left lingering behind me. 

'Where is Tae's room' i thought to myself

I walked down the hallway and  knocked on the  first door,  knowing that Hari is a light sleeper, she would answer. I waited a couple of seconds for the door to open and sure enough it opened. Ha-Rin wasn't at the door though. 

"Yeonie? You okay?" Taehyung had looked at me with half-awake eyes. 

"I am so sorry for waking you up! I was kinda hoping for Ha-Rin..." I quickly bowed to him and went to leave. 

"Hang on a second Yeonie. You're crying... I won't let you cry silently or alone." I saw Tae from the corner of my eye shut the door quietly and started making his way to me. 

"Come on, lets go out on a walk and we can talk then."  He said with his box smile. 

"But we're in our Pyjamas..." I say to him slowly making our way downstairs. 

"Yeonie, It's 5AM.. No ones really going to be around, plus we'll be wearing our coats and that." I nod towards him accepting my coat from Tae. 

(TIMESKIP!)

"I guess the only thing you can do now, is to just wait and focus on training, I'm sure Jk will come to his senses after he has had time to process. I mean from what you told me this all seemed to happen at 3 in the morning... Well the argument was around 4 because Hari woke up and started yelling at you guys..." He seemed to facepalm at us arguing at 4AM. I wouldn't blame him to be honest. 

After I had told Taehyung what went on and had a slight conversation, we began to head back to get ready for todays practice, but before we went back we headed to a close by convenience store to grab some snacks for the day. 

We stepped into the house, warmth instantly embraced us, sending us into shivers until we were used to the warmth. I hung up my coat and made my way to the kitchen to grab some breakfast and coffee to keep me slightly energised for the day before heading up to get dressed. 



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