Messiah•
I pulled my phone from my back pocket as we drove off from Alexus's house .
Seeing I was getting an incoming call from "My Forever🤞🏾💍" I quickly denied it and turned my phone off .
So Taurus is out?? And he wants to talk to me? For what?
As jason parked I put my phone back in my back pocket.
"Are your parents here or?" I asked as we got out the car . "They gone for the week" he spoke causing me to nod .
He unlocked his front door and we walked in , soon as we did he smashed his lips into mine .
Not even letting me check out my surroundings first .
He picked me up with ease and started walking upstairs with me .
Soon we were in a room and he was ripping my clothes off "Mmmm you smell so good" he spoke finally breaking the kiss .
Dude was moving too fast .
As he pulled his shirt off I stood up and pulled his face to mine trying to take charge .
Once he caught on he pushed me back onto the bed roughly and walked a few feet to his dresser ...
Once he pulled some fluffy handcuffs out the drawer I gave him a confused ass look .
I guess HE likes to be tied up??
"Lemme see your hands" he spoke in a firm tone .
"Ion really like handcuffs, I be needing my hands free so..." I said sitting up.
He chuckled before grabbing my hands . He pulled my arms to the headboard and cuffed both my hands over my head .
"Yo girlfriend like dis typa shit?" I asked looking at him .
He ain't say nothing he just walked out . I took that time to pray his ass wasn't finna come back with no whips or nothing I seen on 50 shades .
He came back with an ice tray and whip cream .
"Now this.. is what I like to see" I said in my head . I just watched as he shook the can up and put whip cream all over my body .
Then he grabbed a piece of ice .
Soon as I felt the ice hit my body I closed my eyes letting him take over .
About 20 minutes later I was shaking , moaning , yelling and everything .
He got from between my legs and came up to briefly kiss me .
Once he broke the kiss I watched him start taking his pants off, that's when I tried to get myself free from them cuffs .
"I'm sleepy so maybe next time" i spoke still tryna pull my hand out the cuffs .
"You weren't sleepy 20 minutes ago" he smirked . Once his pants dropped and I seen him walking towards me I closed my legs .
"Jason take these cuffs off me"
He grabbed my feet trying to pull my legs open
"Jason!" I simi yelled , but he was acting like he couldn't hear me .
He sent one hard ass slap to my thigh and my shit started stinging .
I Loosened my grip and he opened my legs positioning himself at my entrance.
"I do not want to have sex with you right now" I spoke .
"What did you think you was coming over here for?" He asked giving me a real confused look.
"To hang out nigga" I said and he sent another hard ass slap to my thigh .
"Move cuz now I wanna fight" I spoke trying to get my hands free , he started rubbing my clit and within seconds slammed into me.
Even from the foreplay my vagina was not ready for that shit, after not having sex for 9 months he just gone slam into me like that?
Real disrespectful, felt like I was loosing my virginity all over again but worst .
"JASON. MOVE!" I screamed and he covered my mouth with his hand as he started to stroke in and out of me .
I closed my eyes as my tears wet his pillow sheets
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I looked around the room I was in, for one it was dirty asl clothes and garbage everywhere so I knew I wasn't in my own room.
I tried to sit up but jasons grip on me got tighter.
"Where you going?" His raspy voice asked.
"The bathroom" I spoke and he let me go , I got up grabbing my clothes off the floor and limping into the bathroom . I locked the door and quickly pulled my phone out my pocket seeing that it was still off .
I turned it on seeing I had 30% battery left
I quickly opened it seeing texts from my mother , Alexus and another miss call from Taurus .
I slowly got dressed and walked back out the room, jason was all dressed and shit "you ready to go?" He asked .
I nodded and he did the same before leaving out of his room , I followed behind him .
The first stop was Walgreens, I stayed in the car while he went in and when he came out he handed me a plan b .
I looked at him disgustingly . Not only did he rape me he nutted in me too?
"You know how to take these?" He asked and I looked at the box shaking my head no . "Ight well I think you just take this" he spoke opening the box.
"Here"
He handed me some orange soda and I did as told . He drove off and I sat back thinking .
Did he rape me or not?
I mean .. who was I to come in HIS house and expect him to JUST give me head?
I'm the one in the wrong .
I'm so fucking dumb bruh.
I put the box in my pocket so nobody would see it when I came in the house .
Soon we pulled up to my house and as I was getting out he tightly grabbed my arm "if you tell ANYBODY about what happened... I'll-I'll kill you"
I nodded and he let me go.
I wasn't gonna tell anybody.. and not because of his weak ass threat but because I was embarrassed .
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