Fern. album
"Lost"
Now I feel the same
I've tried so hard but I still feel the same
Trying to ignore the pain
Can't be real
I'm trapped inside my mind, I fear
The pain will never disappear
Do I do I wanna know if I'll be missed
I don't wanna live like this
Do I do I wanna know if I'll be missed
I don't wanna live like this
I don't mind, I don't mind if I just lose my life
All the pain that I've been through made me dead inside
I wonder if all the things you say is true
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you
Will you heal me God if I believed in you, you
I've ran several circles inside of my head
Still feel like a joker who's better off dead
Without a purpose, feeling so worthless
So I paint my walls red, and do the world service
Thinking is it worth it, I shouldn't
Am I really worth it, I couldn't
Nah man, I couldn't
But it all comes back in the night-time
Don't wanna listen to my mind in the night-time
I know we all find solace in the right time
So I spit my rhymes and I don't mind
These violent choices
These violent voices
I'm finding alternatives to these violent voices
But they keep on screaming, just keep on screaming
Don't lose your way
Don't lose your way
Don't lose your way
If your mind's not right then you'll never be okay
You'll be okay
I promise that you'll be okay
Though your mind's not right I can promise you're okay
