Paint my Soul in GOLD🌠

chap 4

A month later

Baek opened his eyes as his stomach wouldn't stop growling

_shit...im starving...

He said and turned to other side.

_ahhh...

He immediately covered his mouth. He didn't expect chan to be sleeping on the other side of bed. Like it was the first time baek found him in the same bed as himself. Baek analyzed him. He was so peaceful and looked like a little boy in sleep. He had a sweet and charming face, his firm mussels can draw anyone like magnets. But who knows inside hes a psycho.

_get real food instead of eating me with ur eyes

Chan said and turned to his back. His eyes were still closed.

_so...sorry boss...I didn't mean to wake u up...

_time?...

Baek got on his elbow and looked at the clock

_12:20 pm

_take a shower and I order food...im too lazy to cook

Soon baek sat at the tub and opened the hot water. He laid back and enjoyed the hot water feeling.

He went out and found chan waiting for him at table. Its almost a week chan have his meal with baek. He doesn't know why but he finds it this way more appetizing, maybe he's just tired of all those years eating alone.

_uhm...about the money....i have to pay the rent today...

He said and put the plates in the sink.

_ive been thought about it...u move here with me...

Baek chocked on the water he was drinking and coughed few times.

_no...I don't wanna be a burden...

_what the hell?!...who is a burden in his own home...

_home?!...own home?!...

_what is ur dream?

Chan suddenly changed the topic

_dream?!...i...I don't have a one

_everybody has a dream...

_but not me...

_come and sit here...

Chan took his hand and dragged them to the living room. They sat down next to each other.

_u live here with me...u can peruse ur dreams...hanging out with ur friends...and u wont be worry about rents or food...but under one condition...u have to be sleeping nights in home...

_someday u get tired of...

_this someday is not tomorrow or the next day...it can be years later...

_years?!...

"should I live with u all those years?!...what if I don't want so?!...what if I fall in love?!"

Baek furrowed. He was afraid of his reaction so he didnt say that loud.

_now...what is ur dream...

_i told u...none...

_i don't believe u...what is it?!...what is it?!...come on...what?!...tell me...

Baek closed his eyes and every time chan insisted, baek lowered his head more.

_STOP...

Chan got mad to hear him screaming but when he saw baek took his head in his hand and his shoulders shaking slightly, he felt pity. He rose his hand and gently caressed his back

_raise ur head...let me see u...

He slowly did as he said and looked at chan through his blurry vision. Chan cupped his face and wiped his tears with his thumbs

_will u tell me...

Back sniffed before talking

_i used to painting...I loved it so much...but he hated...I don't know why...he used to beat me and get mad at me every time he saw me painting...or found my hidden canvas...

He said and he cried more

_ur dad?!..

Baek nodded

_its ok...shhh...i don't want to see ur beautiful eyes crying again

Baek looked at him with his widen puppy eyes. For the first time he felt his dream is important as no one ever cared for him or his dream