My everything

Sins

A week later

Ughhhh I mentally groaned my mom forced me to go to church with her today and it feels like I been here for 3 hours

She said church will help save me from these dirty sins and temptations  when she says that I only laugh can't wait for her to find out about my tattoos and piercings  and the fact that I'm fucking my bestfreind

She's super religious as you can see and she sees homosexuality as this horrible thing which makes me not wanna tell her about my sexuality

Just as I'm thinking I get a text from Harry

White boy 🥵🤦🏾‍♀️🍆 : hey big head 😏

Fine ass Maya😛🍑💦 : HeY biG hEaD , fuck you want lil boy 👋🏾

White boy 🥵🤦🏾‍♀️🍆 : lil boy ? Ain't shit little ova here

Fine ass Maya😛🍑💦 : yea Ight 🤭

White boy 🥵🤦🏾‍♀️🍆: I was jus asking yo rude ass if u wanted to hang up today

Fine ass Maya 😛🍑💦 : yea come pick me up from church and take me home so I can change cause I'm bored ash

White boy 🥵🤦🏾‍♀️🍆 : ok I'll be there in 15 mins

I left it on read and told my mom I was going to the restroom

Fuck dis shit I'm out I thought to myself

15 mins I got a text from Harry telling me he was here

Hey fat head I said getting into the car

Maya you gone quite playing with me jay said driving off

I'm not playing with you all I said was hey big head now get out ya feelings

Shut up he said while glancing at me

So why'd you wanna leave church anyway he asked

They was talking about how bad homosexuality was so I had to dip I said while shrugging

Why'd it bother you so much he said while stopping at a red light

Why you ask so much questions I asked raising my eyebrow

Ok ok sorry he said throwing his hands up in defense

8 minutes had past and I felt bad I didn't mean to snap like that he was jus tryna make conversation

Jay look I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap like that but the reason I left is because I'm kinda , Maybe am bisexual I said while playing with my fingers

For real he asked while looking at me

Yea I said looking down

He took his finger and lifted up my chin hey don't look down be proud of who you are you like what you like it shouldn't matter if it's a boy or girl he said while looking in my eyes

So you don't see me as different I asked

No your still the same Maya to me he said while pulling up to my house

Hey pls don't tell nobody i asked while unlocking the door

It's ok you can trust me your secret is safe with me he said while following me upstairs

Sit on the bed while I change i said while going to my closet

This is her fit

I'm cute as fuckkkkkk I said while putting my lipgloss on

Mmmm I don't see it jay said while he stood behind me

Yea cause u a hating ass bitc-

Before I can finish my sentence he grabbed me by my throat i don't even know how he did that shit so fast but I'm not gone lie that shit had me wet asf

Maya I told yo ass to stop playing with me you gone learn to respect me Ight ?

I jus looked at him until I felt his grip get tighter I said Ight do you understand you

Yes

Yes what Mya

Yes daddy

And he let go ok so wat u wanna do

Oooo let's a whole bunch of snacks and watch sum movies but first let me go to the beauty supply store

Ok let's go

I'm in heaven I said as I walked into the beauty supply store

Ok so im gonna get sum gel and lipgloss and I think sum braiding hair cause ima braid my hair

Ok is all jay

Ok I got all my things I said

As I pulled out my wallet looking for my card I notice that jay was already paying for it

Jay u don't have to at least let me pay you back

It's ok baby just get your things so we can get the snacks

At Walmart

Jay got a cart and we grabbed sum popcorn and chips and candy and drinks

After arguing over who was going to pay he finally let me pay damn

After pulling up to my house we went to my room and made a fort and turned on a movie

Jay I'll be right back I'm bout to wash my hair

Ok I'll pause the move until your done

Thanks I'll be quick

15 mins later

After washing my hair I walked into my room to see jay laying on the bed watching YouTube

I looked closer and he was watching a video on how to braid

Awwww 🥰 I said in my mind

Jay I'm done you can start the movie

When he started the movie I began to braid my hair until I felt jay tap me

Um I can help you braid if you want he said while smiling at me

Aw jay thx you can do the right side of my hair

He helped me braid as we both watched the movie he was so cute and sweet I'm definitely happy to have him in my life

4 hrs later

Shit finally we done I said while dipping my hair in water

Yayyy jay said while laying back in my bed damn it's 6 a clock and my mom hasn't called or text me I wonder where she at I said while sitting next to him

Fuck we got school tmr i said as I laid my head on him yea that means I should head out he said while looking at his phone

Yea I guess I said while getting up

Let me walk you out

I walked him to the door , I had a rlly good time thank you

Yea it's no problem I love hanging out with you he said while blushing

I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him he kissed me back and it felt like 1000 fireworks it was so passionate I never wanted to make my lips of of him

Mmm I moaned

He pulled back shit Maya you tryna get something started he said while laughing

Mmm maybe I am

Yea whatever ima FaceTime you when I get home he said

Ok get home safely I said while watching him get in his car and drive off

Fuck man I really like him I said while closing the door