MY Dairy

some understanding

      I'm Nicole a writer from my passed stories on this account i thank you all for the views, anyway i'm to the point that I want to tell people what i have been threw and this will be a on going story, A day on day writing or maybe every other day depending on what has happened that day. Let me get into some detail of me. I'm 18 turning 19 on the 30th of this month, dyed blond hair (reminds me of lil me), hazel eyes, 2 blood brothers, one adopted brother, two adopted sisters, 5'6, 107 pounds, favorite color blue/green, favorite animal panda/fox. 

      Now that you know some stuff about me let's start the dairy I'll tell a bit about my passed. When I was very little it was just me and my older brother but once my little brother was born my dad and mom started fighting a lot. They kept saying he was to much soon or later my dad left us or so far i knew my dad told me my mom took us. my mom did drugs when my baby brother was in my mom's stomach. He has many problems and I'm the only one that understands what he needs because I went threw the same thing he did. Later down the road a couple years down my mom went to boyfriend, to boyfriend, to boyfriend and with everyone that she went with they hurt us. They beat us, raped us, didn't feed us. so many things have happened to us. 

        After my dad told me the truth about my mom taking me and my brothers away from my dad and she blamed him for everything I became closer to im. I haven't seen my dad in 12 to 13 years now but I talk to im over the phone every now and then. I'm a big daddys girl but I have many trust issues with men due to being raped. I've also been with many of my family members around the U.S. I also think y'all should know that I knew Zachary when I was very little (if you don't know him look on insta at Zachherron) Me and him was very close he knew a lot that happened to me back then but we don't talk anymore after he left for cali. 

I'm going to say that's all for tonight tell me what y'all think in the comments and if i should keep telling about my story and everyday life when i get caught up to it. if you also think I should keep going with my other story's let me know that too night everyone.