I stared at the three good looking boys standing in front me. I gulped and my hands formed tight fists.
"You all know I can't fall in love... I am known as the player. And I won't never be something more than that." I said with a firm , but shaky vo...
I widened my eyes and broke the kiss , as I looked up at the guy that wasn't supposed to be HERE.
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My heart ached as I looked at his dark eyes. Not because of their color... but because of the hurt and the hatred that was written on them while he stared at me.
His hands were trembling lightly and his fingers were aching.
He was hurt for real.
"J-Jungkook..." I managed to say with a low whisper , but I think that he heard it , cause he clenched his jaw even more.
"Get off her."
He said with a firm voice while staring at the sweaty Taehyung.
I have never seen this side of him. In my mind he was like a child... innocent and kind. Always cheerful and happy.
But now.. he looked like a real man , and in my mind I was enjoying it.
"What if I won't ? You will beat me up ?" Taehyung said while leaning backwards , still sitting beside me.
Jungkook glared at him and then he looked at me. His eyes turned watery as he stared at my eyes deeply , pleading me to say something.
"Just tell me that you were against this... and that you didn't kiss him back..." he said with a shaky voice , different from the tone he used with Taehyung.
I looked down , not being able to say something back and amswer him.
He looked down and then , before I could stop him , he started walking away in a fast pace.
"The player hit again..." a girl said from the crowd , and her friend laughed after.
"How can she not get tired of hurting people ?"
"She is such a slut."
With that , I couldn't take it anymore and I ran after Jungkook.
He was in front of the house , with his head low while walking towards his car.
"Jungkook WAIT !" I shouted and he stopped. His heavy breathing could be heard.
In many KDramas , the situation would be switched. The girl would be at Jungkook's place , and the boy at mine.
But this isn't a movie... or a TV Serie.
This is real life , and somehow I felt , for the first time in my life , that I had to face reality and talk with him.
"Leave me alone." He said with a cracking voice.
He was crying. I knew it.
"L-listen... I'm sorry-" I said but got interrumpted by him turning around and facing me.
"You're always sorry. After every break-up you had till today. You're always like this Y/N. Always caring only for yourself and no one else."
His words shot me right in my heart. It hurted hearing him saying that. It hurted being the way I was. The way I kept acting and living.
"It hurts being me too...." I whispered.
He laughed in disbelief as he took off his hat and looked at me with his messy hair.
"Hurts to be you ?! If that was true then you won't be like this Y/N ! You would be different......"
I bit my lower lip, trying to hold in my tears.
"How did you know I was here ?" I asked with a firm tone.
He sighed and clenched his jaw.
"It's 1 am , and you kept ignoring my messages and calls. I was worried... so I came to your best friends house to check if you were here. I didn't wanted to worry your parents , but looks like I was worried for nothing." He spitted out the last words.
I bit my lip with more strenght , causing my tears to fall down before I could stop them.
Jungkook widened his eyes a little seeing me for the first time crying like this.
I never cried in front of people ... not even in front of my parents.
"I gave my whole heart to you. I tried to act more mature to make you like me. I thought that you would be different with me than anyone else you dated. You just toyed me like everyone else." He said with a shaky voice.
I was hurt. I felt strange. I was never feeling this way towards someone I dated.
"I-I ...."
Was the only thing I managed to say. My throat was soar and my eyes were watery because of the tears.
"It's over. Let's break up." He said firmly and walked into his black car.