Midoriya POV
Me, Uraraka, and Iida were sitting at our normal lunch table when Uraraka suddenly started talking about boys and who she thought liked her. Of course Iida was telling her it was inappropriate to talk about boys when I realized I should probably tell them I mean I didn't want Uraraka getting a crush on me and I also didn't want to hold it in from my best friend's, that would be senseless.
"Um... Guys I've wanted to tell you guys for a long time and well I think you should know and-" "come on Deku you can tell us, now spit it out" Uraraka says interrupting me. "Well um, I'm gay" I blurted out looking at my lap. I finally look up and see Iida looking confused and Uraraka looking at something at the end of the table looking like she might explode. I look over to see Todoroki wide-eyed.
Oh my gosh this is bad my crush since first-year just heard that I'm gay, oh no he'll probably bully me. No Todoroki wouldn't do that he's too nice and sweet and handsome and sexy.... No shut up brain he's right in front of you.
"Oh Hi T-Todoroki, I d-didn't see you t-there" I stutter out trying to look at him but failing. "Hey~ Midoriya, what are you doing?" Todoroki says in his sweet monotone voice, I instantly blush. "N-Nothing.... Um by any chance did you h-hear what I just said" I asked him rubbing when the back of my neck. "Oh about you being gay, yeah I heard that" he said with a smirk.
I instantly start blushing, "Anyway Uraraka do you have those math notes you promised?" He says changing is tone, Uraraka passes to notes with a smile. I'm completely frozen. Todoroki folds them and quickly slips them into his pocket and walks away. I need to tell him not to tell anyone.
My once frozen state becomes a fast-moving panic, I chased him out into the hallway. "Hey! Todoroki um... Can we talk about um... You know what?" I yell catching up to him.
"Why?" He says turning around to face me, "I just want to make sure you're not going to tell anyone" I say fiddling with my hands looking at the ground and embarrassment. "Why would I tell anyone, trust me your secret is safe with me" he says with one of his rare smiles. "Um... T-Todoroki your not going to use this against me, right?" I say trying to look into his eyes. "No, of course not, the only thing I'm concerned about is the fact that I finally have a chance with my crush" he says with a calm voice. What! WHAT! He has a crush, oh no I knew I never had a chance.
I guess I started to look sad because Todoroki grabs my hand. "Are you okay?" He says looking very concerned "no no I'm f-fine" I say looking down as to tears start to flow. I walk off slowly back to the lunch room wiping tears as I go.
I get back to the table sitting down across from Uraraka and Iida in my normal seat, Uraraka notices something wrong and asks "Deku is there something wrong? did Todoroki say something mean because I will hurt him if he did" she holds up a fist. "No no I'm okay he didn't d-do a-a-anything" I start to tear up again at the thought of what he said.
"He did, you're crying. I'm going to go get him, where is he!" She said standing up swiftly. "No!" I said very loud causing the lunchroom to go quiet and Uraraka to sit down, "Todoroki didn't do anything... I-it's just I-I really like him and h-he said he l-liked s-someone e-else" I say really quietly trying to hold my crying in.
I proceeded to cry hard into my hands. I felt someone tap on my shoulder then I hear Uraraka stand up loudly "Uraraka, not now" Ida said holding her back. I look up to see my worst fear it was Todoroki and he was standing in front of me with a sad look, "C-Can I talk to you" he says stuttering which was odd for him since he was the most popular and the coolest person in the school.
"Why should he, you obviously made him sad" Uraraka yells with a angry stare. "I just need to talk to him to straighten things out" Todoroki said, his eyes never leaving me. "He will not be joi-" " I'll talk to you" I say interrupting Uraraka, I get up with my head down and walk to the door with Todoroki, and we stop in the hallway. "Todoroki w-what do you want to talk about?" I say slightly looking up, I caught a glimpse of his eyes and I couldn't look away. "Midoriya, we have been friends for a while but that's not what I want anymore" Todoroki says with a warm smile which does not match what he said.
I'm sure I look devastated, I'm heartbroken. But if he doesn't want to be friends anymore then I can at least tell him how I feel before I go.
"You know......... Todoroki, I've liked you for years now, even though I know your staight, I can't help it! and yeah maybe I love you, but I'm glad you don't want to be friends because maybe now I can FINALY get over you!" I said angrily and sad, after finishing the rant the pain hit me and I fell to the ground. I was crying and Todoroki stood in front of me shocked but with a big smile on his face. I was crying, Todoroki bent down lifting my chin looking me in my wet eyes. "Thank you Midoriya, I Love You Too"
This is my first chapter of my tododeku one shot book please check out my bakushima one shot book it's good, it's great, it's fabulous.
Author-chan out!✌
