Did you ever feel anxiety?..........Depression?
There was a girl called Hoàn hảo . It means perfect ..I know cliché right?
This is her story .
Another day ends....................................................Another day begins.............................Another day ends ............................Another day begins ......what?!?You expected an adventure? Romantic love story perhaps? Pfffft she doesn't need that she's perfect well .......That's what we thought ...................
She was known as a smart, funny, wierd, nice, friendly, beautiful, brave, cool talented girl .
She was perfect. She always had other people's back. She never backstabbed.
She doesn't fail in her studies. She loves hanging out with her friends. She supports them
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----------------------------------------------Hoàn hảo's dead-----------------------------------------------
I was shocked, I cried and cried, I was confused, I was horrified. But I got more confused, sad, mad, terrified with what the teacher said next with her shaking voice..."She did suicide". I couldn't take it
I ran away.I didn't know where just away from my class from this 'reality' .I grabbed my phone tried and called her. I know .It's silly. But I was just so desperate to hear her voice, her jokes, her laugh
I wanted it to be a nightmare ...that I wake up and just see her again in our school ...I'll ran up to her hug her tight and we'll laugh together .....I stopped ..I looked around and I noticed. This was the exact same spot I met her that day ..I felt so alone..But she approached with that awkward smile..I couldn't take it. I collapsed I shouted at the top of my voice "WWWWWWWWWHHHHYYYYYYYY?!?!?!
I couldn't remember anything after that ..apparently I collapsed and brought to the hospital .....when I woke up . I was given her scuicide note......
Hi I'm Hoàn hảo
"I'm sorry my friends".
"I'm sorry my family".
"I love you".
"I'm sorry I'm not there anymore".
"I couldn't take it".
"My dreams turned into nightmares".
"I don't know what's real or fake anymore".
'I'm sorry for hiding secrets".
"I'm sorry for giving up".
"I'm sorry my future self"..."you'll never exist"
"I hated it".
"I love you ........... Jun Wang".
"So what did you think of the story Hoàn hảo" ?
"I'm now known as the famous author the Jun Wang pfft yes". "The Jun Wang .I'm sorry I'm crying again"." I promise next time I visit you I'm not gonna cry ..That's probably a lie. "Jun!!!!!!!"
"I'm sorry.Have to go on an appointment again wish me luck"?
"I hope your enjoying your time up there".
"I love you".
