I'm a cruel bitch

2008

First day at a new school. The first time i saw. There was always something interesting about him that made him like that. But for me, I watch him from a far with his group of friends and a share of his girlfriends. He always lights up the room everytime he enters. There always a glint in his eyes whenever he smiled. 

2009 

We've gotten to know each other more, he was funny caring, kind but sometimes a bully too. He used to pull my ponytail in class just to annoy me. Talking loudly near me. By that time, I had a huge crush on him. I just sat beside him or watch him when he passes by me with his lates girlfriend in the hallway. But I just tell myself that what would he even wanna be with. I'm just unique or popular like does girls he dated. I'm not thet pretty while he is so cute but didnt last that long. So after he broke up, he just went back to normal being the way he is.

2010

Big exam coming up, and he sits infront of me in the exam hall. We got closer but I'm just his friend. Nothing more,nothing less. Before exams, he would ask questions before the exam. He'll smile at me when he catches me looking which was breath-taking and heart-warming. I feel all fuzzy inside. He still like to annoy me as hell but I got used to it and I liked it because he doesnt do it to the other girls. But the bad thing was, he was dating my best friend. It hurts seeing him walk around holding hands with her but who wouldn't like her, she's pretty, kind and caring. But what can I do to stop them, she is so happy with him during that time and so for, i just watch him from a far. But still, they broke up by the end of the year.

2011

New year, done with primary school and into the secondary school. He's still here and we got in the same class. He got taller and his still the same person. I got to sit beside him for a semester. It was fun cuz we would discuss homework with eachother, entertain ourselves and he always makes me laugh. He's still annoying but that the best part about him. We have gotten a lot closer. He's the best guy friend that I've ever had. When my grades got down and I broked down, he was there telling me its okay and try harder. He keeps telling me to never give up. He gives me hope. I really really like him a lot and pssibly love him. But he just sees me for his best friend. 

2012

We ended in the same class again. Our table arrangement wass weird but i got to face him. Everytime I smile at him, he always smiles back. My crush is so huge I dont even know how it fit through the class door. He always sit infront of me during exams. I'm always happy when i'm around him. Eventhough he's kind, caring and all, that doesnt stop him from annoying me. Thats the best part about him. But currently, I've heard rumours that his dating a girl outside school. Yes I'm sad and jealous, but what can I do, I'm just his best friend. But I'm scared if i confess to him, it'll ruin our friendship and I thinks its best to keep it that way. Maybe one day if I'm brave enough I'll tell him or before I graduate. So I really hope, something good is gonna happen in the future.

Author note:)

This is my life and all of it is true;) Btw, what would you do if you were in my situation??? COMMENT! LIKE!VOTE! DO WHAT READERS DO BEST!:))))))))