Last Text 2 ( Haylor )

epilogue

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I stepped out of my house, my foot kept me from walking to his front door but my heart told me too. I bit my lips hard, enough to bleed when I finally stop at the his door.

What make I love him?

He loved to laugh, free care to smile, he had sick joke which I pretended it is funny

He had that green eyes, it is not like I didn't see beautiful green eyes before but his is so bright, so warm. His eyes is speaking out loud his mind. Whenever he is sad, or he is angry, his green eyes darker, if only his look could kill, and that was the way he looked at me.

I remember the first time I have seen he cried, I stepped to him, I tried my best to comfort him but all he did was looking at me with his red eyes full of tears. he shouted at me, told me to stay away from him. So I did.

His lips, those lips I always jealous of, because it always so pink even he didn't put on any lipstick on. I drying to know what will those lips feel like. Will I have a chance to touch that lips with my own.

I drunk of jealousy knowing he kissed someone else, in front of my face.

That was at a party, those memories I never can forget, he like ate her face, they shared the hot kiss, don't bother if everyone see, but I know he knew I was there. Then when I can't handle the pain any longer, I walked out. With the little black dress I think that he liked, I cried the whole home.

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

I love music, I love those song that a girl sing about a boy, about how they are in love, how they end their love, what they thought it meant forever on the radio.

Then i listened to bands, because he liked bands. I listened to his favorite singers all week, just to get to know what he listened to, what made he keep moving on his seat, what made he want to dance.

Those memories like a sad song, it kept playing in my head, over and over again.

I remember, In the coldest month of the year, when everywhere was full of snow, It was my eighteen birthday. It was the worst birthday ever.

Hours and hours pass by, I wandered to the door, hoping he would show up, even just a second. Tears screamed down my face, my makeup ruined, I looked like a stupid girl with a heart breaking. But that what am I.

When the clock said it is 12:00 i knew, he didn't make it, he didn't show up, later I knew, the reason was he was too busy dancing with his girlfriend, in their party with her red lipstick on his lips, all over his cheek instead of mine. With his mouth was hurting because of can't stop smiling.

And what do you do when the one, who means the most to you, is the one who didn't show

And when I was planning my nineteen birthday party, I didn't invite him because I know he won't show up. I can't bear to live without him a day but at least my birthday. I didn't want to be like the last time, when I kept tell him to go to my birthday party, but he took it like nothing. I learnt a lesson from it.

And they're all standing around me singing " Happy Birthday to you " But there was one thing missing, and that was the moment I knew.

But he didn't have a chance to come that time because I was gone

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That was the past, god, I was so pathetic.

I knocked his door but I can't do this, I was too scared to falling again, so I let go, I stepped back, he deserve someone better than me. He just felt sorry for me, the girl be loved by no one.

I turned my face and walk to my house.

" NO, don't leave me " said Harry, he hugged my waist tightly, I stopped. I could feel tears run down my cheeks. But I kept it from running down.

I turned to him, my bule eyes was locked with his green one, those eyes have been crying, I smiled at him. I held his chin for him to look at me, I'm bad for him. Then I let my hand though his curly haired, I closed my eyes, let my lips touch him for the first time. He frozen then deeper the kiss. Our lips kept moving. his body flush mine, he held me tighter like we gonna lose each others after this kiss we share.

When we pulled out, we lost all of our breath. I smiled to myself, I felt beloved, I felt warm, I felt like a million of firework in my stomach. That was all I wanted.

" Thank you. "

" Thank you so much Harry. "

But he deserves someone better than me

People like you always want back the love they pushed aside. But people like me are gone forever

Then I left him, I ran away again, I won't let myself look back, this is for him.

Let me remind you this was what you wanted, you ended it, you were all I wanted. But not like this.

If I stay, we will be forever, but I was the girl living in the past. I still trying to pick up the pieces of my heart on the ground the day he text me to stop texting him. A breaking heart can't be recover.

Whatever broken, it will stay broken.

This time I received a text from him

curlyharry : I love you.

I screamed silently, I cried until I can't anymore. But what is too late is too late. I'm not your princess Harry. One day he will find his perfect princess, we don't belong to each others. I love him so much that I want the best from him. It's not important anymore how he hurt me, I know he didn't mean it.

All I know is I forgive him for everything he have done to me, and

I will always love him.

taylorswift : I'm sorry

Our last text ended it all.

fin

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Hello

Thanks you so much for reading this

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Love, Kate xx