Truth unfolded

School days🤧🤧

Do you live a happy life or a sad life? Well I do know how to live both. My name is Christiana Johnson. I am from an average family ( that is not poor and not too rich) living in a town. Let me not deviate into talking about my family now back to myself. I learnt how to live a sad life de hard way.
Of course! I am always the queen bee so I thought
that I was living a happy life, my life. But when I moved to my third school, everything changed to the worse. Well I am going to shorten this chapter because I have an exam to write. Oh I forgot to say, i am a Ghanaian. Moving to a new school isn't that easy but I knew that God was always on my side and I am going to fit in perfectly.
My first three semesters were okay since I was the shy new girl in my class because I started later than all of them. I did make friends on the first day. But after that first year, I don't know what happened but everything changed. I had become the laughingstock of my class. My classmates discouraged me when I wanted to do something. No one wanted to sit beside me or for me to sit beside them. Only a few people and those people are those who I call my true friends.
Is that the way to treat people? I ask myself everyday when they do this to me. I can't do anything because of what I learnt in church, " do unto others what you want others to do unto you" . Which means even though they do this to me now, someone will do the same thing to them in future.
Yes, school is painful but that doesn't mean they should take it out on somebody, does it?
I would never even do that to a person's child. For that child to cry on a bed when he or she goes home. I do the crying every time. When people ask me what is wrong, I'll either say it's nothing or I have a headache. That's why I'm still a quiet person in school but I can't tell anyone about my pain inside. To release it,I have a book which I write down their names in and what they did to me that day. I have done everything in my power to fit in but I can't control it anymore. I have to tell someone, but who? Who can I trust with this big secret? No one I guess
Wait ! I know, I can tell my friends in church, for them i can trust them. I had someone close to me who I thought I could trust but he has gone to the side of my haters. I also have a sharp ear so then I can hear clearly even if it is a little far away.
I shared this one secret with one person about the person I had a crush on ( who is not in this school anyway). Next thing I noticed was everyone knowing my secret. Now the only thing people I can trust are the people in my church, my family and God the most.
I have also noticed something, the people who are hurting me are getting hurt, I would thank God but I also feel sorry for them. This will teach them not to mess with me. I am living a happy life now
So don't worry about me.

Authors note
Sorry guys. This is supposed to be the first chapter but I made a mistake and brought that chapter first. Please comment and vote
Now about Christiana, she's now happy. With all her friends having her back then the summer time too what happened, she's living an adventure:)
#luv my besties # what happened
Thanks for reading. :):)