I'm life was not easy growing up, i lost many members of my family, but we can't change the past and we have to focus on the future. Sure i look back at my past, but i learn of it. My have a lot of family members and i didn't grow up with all of them. my sister is the main sibling I focus on in my family, i look out for my family and friends it hurts to see them hurt, so I focus on them, i do everything i can to help them because i love them. So who ever read this i hope you did not grow up the way i did, away from your family.