BACK IN HIS ARMS | VKOOK

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lol i crashed my laptop so i gotta write on my phone for a while. please don't mind mistakes :'))))) i have barely time to proofread n stuff

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10 years ago 

“I wanna go home-”, Lyza bit her already swollen lips as she got out of the bed, wiping over her lips to get the dry blood off it. “You’re not.” He turned around in bed, blanket still thrown above his naked body. “My fiance is waiting at home, Finn”, Lyza let her hair down which she had put up in a bun as she put her pants back on and powdered her nose. 

“You make yourself look as if you wouldn’t just had the best night of your life.”

“Well, it’d be like that sometimes”, Lyza sighed quietly.
“When’s the wedding again?”, Finn finally sat up and looked at Lyza properly, tilting her head. “It’s on Saturday.”

“You know what you’re going to say, right?”, the guy furrowed his brows and Lyza nodded, “I do.”

“I’m not sure..”
“You’re what?” 

“I’m not sure if I want to dump him. I’m in love with him, Finn, I’ve always been-”, Lyza pulled the zipper of her jacket up as she walked over to the door. “This thing with you-, that’s not it. I’m just trying to get rid of the feeling of being not enough. Y’know, if I keep sleeping with someone else while still loving him, maybe it’s the same for him. Maybe I’m still good enough, at least he’s marrying me, not Taehyung.”

“That’s so fucking stupid”, Finn laughed out as he got up from his bed and headed over to grab Lyza by her waist. “He’s a faggot, Lyz. You’re going to say no, embarrass him in front of everyone. That’s exactly what I want you to do.” 

“You’re not the one giving orders here.”

“Sounded differently in bed some minutes ago-”, Finn lifted his eyebrow and slapped her ass once, quite harshly which made the girl flinch in his arms. “I want you to get your hands off me now”, she rolled her eyes. “I thought this is not going to be anything but sex, why are you getting this possessive over me?”

“You know why, Lyz.”

“I’m not-, I’m not going to keep it. I’m not-”, she whispered as she pulled her wrist out of his grip and rushed out of the door. 

She ran downstairs, pulling her cap out to place it on her head as she rushed along the street to get home. It was around 4am and Jungkook was probably waiting for her like he always did recently. And Lyza couldn’t help but feel horrible, as she always did when she slept with Finn. 

The girl let out a single tear that fell off her cheek as she unlocked her front door to step inside. The lights were dimmed but they were still on in the living room, a body sitting on the sofa with his hands covering his face, sobbing quietly.

“Kook-, why are you still up?”, she asked worriedly as she sat down besides him, patting his back. “You weren’t home, I-”, he wiped his tears off. “I-, I was worried. But you’ve probably been fine.”

“I was”, Lyza nodded slightly, softly placing her hand on his shoulder. “Why are you crying?”

“You know why-”, he let out. “It’s not that easy losing your best friend.”

“There’s still a chance to back out, Kookie, it’s fine if you leave me. I’d understand.” She pulled her hand away and glanced at the floor in front of them, her hand softly rubbing her stomach. “I’m not leaving you and my son. A kid is worth so much more than a lover”, he leaned back and stared at the ceiling. “Is it though?”, Lyza asked quietly.