Good enough// jack x kai

3-drunk

5 months after the events of chapter 2

Jack 16/09/21

"Hey Kai!" He looked up from his laptop smiling " yeah?" I plopped down onto the sofa beside me " Beckys 25th birthday is today were all off clubbing wanna come?" I asked excitedly. " sure why not"

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Later that day me and Kai are getting ready to go out. "So whatdaya think?" I flipped around to see him in a sparkly jacket and some trousours etc. It was flamboyant to say the least but he pulled it off perfectly. He looked gorgeous. "Uh earth to jack" " uh yah it looks great" I say quickly. Shit he realised I was staring. " you ready then?" "Y-yeah" I replyed " becks is picking us up in five" he nodded and we sat in the living room waiting for Becky to pull up

BEEP

The sound of beckys Horn told us she was outside. I flipped off the lights and locked the door up, greeting Becky as we step into the car.

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Kai 16/09/21 9:56 pm

The lights are blaring, body's are dancing, the all to familiar sent of alchol floats in the air. Jack is straight to the bar. I hang back for a second. " come on Kai" Becky calls. I snap out of it " s-sorry" I say following her to the bar. I have a glass of wine and then warter. I've never really Ben a drinker. I don't enjoy being drunk. But my frenids are having a good time and that's all that matters to me.

Kai 16/09/21 11:35 pm

My frenids are dispersed around the club by now and I'm sat at the bar when I feel a pair of arms hugging me from behind. I flip around to see jack. " hheelllooo" he slurs. He's clearly drunk. He grabs my hand and pulls me through the crowd. He leads me out to the balcony area. " I haaavvee soommethiinng to teelll youuu" he slurs the words so drawn out they are barely reckonizable. I'm confused to say the least he pulls me into a hug almost falling over himself. We sit on the beach and he pulls me into a surprising kiss I push him away. " I loooveeee yyoouuuu kkkaaaaiiiiii"

He's drunk Kai he doesn't mean it.

No one will ever love you, worthless piece of- 

Shut up brain! Think rationally. You can't kiss him even if you want to he's drunk if  you kiss him you'll regret it that's taking advantage. 

"Come on jack I think we should go"

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it takes a while to gather up our frenids but eventually we're in the car all our drunk frenids clamoured in the backseat most unconscious while me and Ellie who stayed sober as we picked her as the driver. 

" you seem on edge are you okay did something happen?" I sigh "yes, jack he told me he loved me and tried to k-kiss me" she didn't look surprised "did you kiss him back?" "No he's drunk he wouldn't say it regularly. He can't love me. He's drunk he doesn't know what he's saying he wouldn't like someone like me I'm-" she cuts me off " a great person and if you talk bad about yourself any more I will kick you ass and" " and what?"

"Well, you know what they say drunk words are sober thoughts"