Tears

Chapter 1 First Day

Ugh today... The worst day in a teenagers life. The first day of school, I kept hearing my alarm clock go off crazy. I was so sick of that thing. I slapped it turning it off I stretched out of bed. It was 5:00 am, I got up anyways because I love getting up before the sun gets up.

   I got up and took out a black shirt, with skinny jeans. I really didn't care about my clothes. I just put on a pair of white converse shoes. I went to the bathroom and put on mascara. I yawned a bit and put my hair down.

  My hair was a mess, I brushed it and just put it into a simple braid. I stretched and brushed my teeth. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was pale and had freckles. I don't even know how I got the freckles.

  My dad left when I was in my mother's stomach. My mother tells me its all her fault. Its not my fault she was a slut. She also said I was a mistake. Well fuck her then.

  By the time I was done thinking it was already 6:04. I walked downstairs and poured a bowl of cereal. I looked out of the window and saw the sun go up. That is the only thing I loved about mornings. The sunrise was simply beautiful.

  I was that type of girl that admired every piece of nature. I love nature, I loved going outside on a bad day and just the feeling of freedom. I was done finishing my cereal and threw it in the sink. The dishes where piled and I had to clean them.

  I got my backpack and walked out of the door. I met up with my friend Karly. She was nice but sometimes very pushy. She was my only friend. Since I am very shy and quiet.

  Karly eyes where red" ugh oh my gosh I was not expecting waking up this early!" I laughed a little" you look like a possessed demom..." She rolled her eyes but laughed too. We crossed the street and we heard honking horns at the garbage truck. I hate the garbage truck, it must be annoying.

  If your behind one of those and your in a rush, you're destined to get late. I am very shy and quiet. A lot of people pick on me for it, my grades are terrible. I hate how people think I am smart and nerdy just because I an quiet and shy. Nope, I have the most horrible grades ever.

  For all the people that copied me on my test thinking you would get the right answer. You're screwed. Same for the people who copied my homework. I guess they deserve it tho. I understand people make mistakes and they forget their homework or didn't do it. But when I forget my homework I don't copy off someone's paper like a scum.

  I finally realized the silence between me and Karly. I was going to say something but instead I had realized we where here. I can't believe it's my second year in highschool. My stomach twisted and turned as I thought about it. But I had a plan this year.

  No more Ms. Nice girl! I am going to be completely bad, there was no use to it anymore! I mean with the rate I am going and my grades being complete utter crap, I mine as well be bad! At least I will actually have friends... I can be bad and feisty with the teachers but how will I ever break the shyness towards people my age?

  I guess I have to be 100% into it. But nobody can ruin my plan. My mother used to care about my grades, but now since dad left and her sobbing for him uncontrollably. She blames everything on me, but she can never keep track of how I am doing at school. That bitch deserves a smack in the head!

  Dad will never come back, I don't even know who was. But I do know that he will never be with a mad woman like mom ever again. The school was packed with groups of kids. I lost Karly, I bet she went off with her friends. That stung a bit because I have no friends. My insides burn with jealousy.

  People are whining about drama this, drama that! When hellooo what about the feeling of having no friends at all? Ugh, these people are really getting to me.That is why this year will be different, I will be the most horrible kid in the school.

  As soon as the groups started to decrease I went inside the hallway. I already knew where to go but I was still nervous. We entered the auditoruim. Then ugh the assistant principle was on the mic. He tapped the mic testing it.

  " Hello students of John Mickinley highschool, as we know last year was a very memorable year. Today we will try to make this the most memorable year this is. This is the year where you have to try your hardest."

  I looked to my left and I saw a boy he had brown hair and blue eyes. He was just sitting their paying attention. For some reason I couldn't get my eyes off of him. Then he turned looking at me with a disgusted face" do u mind you creep?"

My face turned red and I faced front. Well that was very embarrasing. The rest of the speech was a blur in my mind until I heard my name and what class to go to.

  We all lined up two by two, we made our way up the ramp. I saw the boy I was looking at behind me. I muttered to myself " fuck..." I looked around for anybody else.

  I saw Tristan from last year, and YES THANK GOD! Karly! She was talking with someone else...

I got burnt up inside you know what I am done with her. We got inside the classroom. The teacher smiled as we sat in random desk.

She laughed" have fun in your seat because that is your seat for the rest of the year!" I sighed I was in front of the boy that called me a creep.

  She then began to call out names until it landed on my name. " Samantha Jones?" I slumped up in my chair " Here!" I flashed a smile.

  The boy turned around and looked at me. I shifted my eyes away from him. " Alex Peterson?" He turned back to the front " Here!" I stared at him.

  "Alex, huh?" He turned back and gave me a stern expression" Got a problem Samantha?" I laughed " Call me Sam" I smiled a bit. He had beautiful eyes, after first period was over. I had to go to Science. Ugh wonder what will happen now!

I got up out of my chair and walked into the crowded hallway headed towards science...

Hey guys hope u like the first chapter to my book @-@ I really am looking forward to writing this book I don't know why, I guess I am just lazy with all the other ones I guess. I just got that flash of thought and was like IM GONNA WRITE A BOOK ABOUT THAT then baaam I eventually do ⊙ω⊙ anywaysssss bye luv bugs- xoxo p.s the girl in the pic is Samantha Jones