Reboot

Who am I? Ch. 4 part 1

Who am I? I've asking this ever since my creator tried to teach me things. I didn't understand, but yet I want to now. What is my purpose? Why was I created? They say my name is John Doe, but I heard that's a name for people with no identity, so it can't be me. I want to exist. I've asked my creator what my purpose was by writing them down, which amazes my creator, 'cause she thought I couldn't learn anything. So she taught me how to write better, and understand that I was created from an experiment gone wrong, but she said I was a happy accident. She said she had given up on me 'cause I couldn't learn anything, but I am learning now and she wants to help me. She said she's gonna document everything, and study it and my progress. She suggested I try this thing called religion, which she said is a set of beliefs concerning the cause, nature, and purpose of the universe, especially when considered as the creation of a superhuman agency or agencies, usually involving devotional and ritual observances, and often containing a moral code governing the conduct of human affairs. Why? She said a lot of people find purpose with this thing called God. Strange that they believe in something they can't see. Also strange is that some say theres more the one God or Goddess, which is a woman God apparently, yet some say there's only one God and is neither male or female. Sounds like what I am: a nothing. Gina says I must be careful what I say around some people, for some would kill me for saying such things, and some religions fight with each other, at least that's what the crazies I hear about do. Also I hear of a religion that believes that there is no god, which cause the God believers to argue, even the many God believers fight too, though I've seen more peaceful God believers. I also hear that some religions won't let certain people in 'cause of what they say in this book created by their God. Don't understand why. I see them all the same. Why won't some of them let them be in this big house? The only thing that makes sense to me is this religion where they don't deny or claim to know whether this God exists or not. They seem interesting, but yet I desire a bit more for understanding. They do this thing called preaching at these big houses, each sounds louder then the next. I also hear of a religion where we come from outer space, which, truth be told, seems weirder than the others. I asked Gina about her religion, and she said hers is just common sense. She believes in facts, not impossible stories, or strange creatures from space. She said she technically has no religion, and her beliefs are her own. She said there are some people who believe in anything, but don't you have to believe in something? I believe in having a purpose. Is that a religion? She said she don't know. She said there is a religion that was good for me. She said they don't approve or deny the exists of any god.