(There is always next year) A bfdi fanfic (bookcube)

Part 6

Books PoV (again)
Hello sweety how are you
I'm good I said for once I wasn't wearing a fake smile i was happy for reasons even I didn't know at least me and ice cube are on good terms again I don't think we will ever be as close friends again but at least we are on good terms. Don't want her bringing up my past school years as I was a jerk a bully. I hurt people. I hurt myself it wasn't me but I felt safe that way. I mean I'm safe here but I'm worried if my dad will ever return he was told he would be locked up for a long time a very long time but it's given me horrible anxiety and makes me feel useless. But I feel optimistic about school tomorrow to turn over a new leaf and to start anew. I was me again. Than I just decided to draw I'm okay at drawing but I don't tell people I like to draw but I do tell them i like to read as well I'm a fricking book of course I would.
Not many people know that's a inside joke. The only people who do where the alliance they called themselves freesmart but really pencil and match just dumped the rest of us with all there school work and problems I dropped out of the alliance as it was unhealthy I persuaded icy to leave aswell and she did
but why did ice cube blush at me does she still have feelings for me she couldn't but could she I might suck up my pride and ask for the alli... for me. The alliance was also rather unfair as me and ice cube were "alternates" but we were dumped with their stuff as well. Pencil bullied people for only her own game  heck she even used match but then she figured out and well after that the alliance split and that happened again but what didn't make sense was bubble formed that one and gained no respect what I find weird. Jeez you could drive yourself crazy with all these questions. But by the time I stop making theories it quite late so I go to sleep
                                    Next day second lesson
I start the same convo with icy and at the end I ask why did she blush at me
"Well umm urrrrr oh god jeez I..i I think I l...lik....like...yo...you"
"I stop to think for a while was this the chance with ice cube I was hoping for or was this fake hope
I decide to answers honestly
"Wow Oct I can be live I'm saying this but I kind of like you to"
"For you you probably mean as a friend I mean I like like you"
"Who said I mean I like you as a friend"
"OMG I can't believe it we could kinda become serious"
jeez why does ice cube have to be so cute all the time
Ice cube than said as awkwardly as ever
"So do you ummm.umm want to go out as girlfriend and girlfriend
"I guess but idk what were supposed to do"
"That's okay"
She then asked if I have a phone I said I do and gave it to her she gave me her phone number she better be ready for those random 3 am texts
Heehee she's gonna hate me for those
She holds my hand under the table what I thought was quite cute"
"I've only been here a week and I'm taken jeez but what will my mum say will she be happy or not"
I hope she understands