My New Life (On Hold)

He left me

**Dream**

             As I was laying there on the ground, I slowly got up looking confused wondering why I was woken up by a growl. I slowly turned around and there he was... Edwards who was on my right... Jacob on my left... they both were glaring at each other like they wanted to kill each other. I yelled and screamed but nothing came out. It was like they didn't know I was in front of them. They were getting closer as I didn't know they were far from what I was seeing before... weird I thought they were close to me... I thought to myself but I see them getting closer and angrier. I tried yelling once more and still nothing. I was about to give up when I heard another growl and yelling... Oh shit no. I pulled out both of my arms to try and stop them but when I tried my hands went through them... what... the... fuck. I look down myself and I see my body right there, laying down on the ground pale and.... bite marks. Did he...? 

**Dream Ends**

    I was woken up to a knock at my door and while I picked up my head, I had this pain in my head and as I was getting up and seating on my bed it was getting bigger... great a headache. Just my luck with some sweat and I looked pale... am I? No... No way...

"Bells get ready for school or you'll be late." Charlie replied

" Will do..." I slowly walked to my mirror to see that it was all just a dream... Good but that dream... I thought to myself, I shook it off and just started to get ready for school and like normal. Wearing jeans with a tank-top and of course my jacket and my sneakers. When I was about to grab my school bag my phone dinged, I slowly walked over to my phone and awkwardly grabbed it, it was a text from Jacob.

Jacob: Hey Bella how was your sleep?

Hey, it was okay and                                                                                                                                         yourself?

Jacob: Mine was alright as well, hey mind helping me study? I kind of have a test tomorrow and I wanted to see if you would help me?

Sure, why not what's  the                                                                                                                            worst that could happen right?

Jacob: Alright, thanks Bells, your the best

     I smiled looking at my phone, I swear Jacob has been trying to talk to me since I came back to Forks. I been so busy with school... and Edward I forgot all about Jacob, my childhood best friend... makes me feel bad. Why do I feel excited? Weird, really weird eh I'll just shrug it off. I was slowly grabbing my textbooks and homework's then I see his car. Edward? Why is he here? I thought we were suppose to meet up at school? I grabbed my bag and headed down stairs and smiled a little as I looked onto Edward, I was biting my lip not know I was doing it until I really looked at him. Dead serious face and all... Um did I do something? because the last time I checked I did nothing wrong. I slowly dropped my bag, frowning without a second thought and folding my arms glaring at him. I hate the guessing game and this bastard does it all the time knowing full and well I hate it with a passion.

"Bella, we need to talk", he said with irritation.

"What's up?", as I looked at him, he looked as if he was in pain to say what seems to be important to tell me.

"I'm-... breaking up with you... Bella". I looked at him with a tight glare of hurt and rage.

"You're what?!?!? I- I can't believe this you're breaking up with me after how long? Why... Why Edward." I looked at Charlie and he looked pissed. I gave Charlie the look and he knew I wanted him out the room so he left without a question. I then looked at Edward with a frown folding my arms tighter.

"I can't be with you anymore because... You're not part of my world anymore Bella. Every time I am near you or touch you, just with a hug and a kiss, I hurt you more than anything so..." he looked dead at my eyes standing straight and say with all that he could. "I'm leaving you and I am moving away from Forts so... you won't see me again."

I was speechless but did not care anymore... he was right about one thing he always hurts me. I looked at him with tears falling down my face "You know what Edward I could care less what you do anymore. I am so glad that you are moving and I'm glad you broke up with me so now I don't have to hear people with their moaning and groaning about myself being with you... being with you was a fucking mistake. Good luck I hope you need it bitch..." I then quickly grabbed my bags for school, wiped my tears and walked out the door without saying another word to Edward.

I pulled out my truck keys pissed as hell, as if it wasn't going to get worse. I unlocked my truck, with rage on my mind and without another word or thought I blacked out. While I was in that black out all of my rage and sadness disappeared slowly though when I woke up in the school parking lot with tears in my eyes the minute things went from blurry to clear. I sat there for a good few minutes because I was overthinking, all I heard was "Praying from Kesha" I was slowly singing to the lyrics. Then a struck of pain was in my heart from all of this toxicness of vampires and all.

I jumped out of my truck after Praying was over and wiped my pain of tears and cleared my throat as if the pain I have is no where near, with a fake smile to everyone and everything so... school was a fucking blur. Got a text from Jacob asking if I was coming, Damnit I thought that... Frustrated with myself more and more every fucking hour. GREATTTTTTT, Jacob might leave to... I thought to myself with my phone in my hand. In my thoughts my phone buzzed I looked at it 

"Bells... what's wrong? Come by my house and we can talk about it. I'm always here for you ♥"

For some reason without a thought, I smiled for real and texted back "I'll be on my way... You know me so well... I don't know where I would be without you Jake."

I unlocked my truck with my keys and turned off my radio, put my window down and felt some breeze of warm air, not to cold, not to hot, but just right... Did I just...? Bella pull yourself together. Slowly arrived to Jack's house and as I was about to park I seen him... Jacob with a water bottle a box of tissues and snacks and my favorite, a root beer in a glass bottle. I slowly jumped out of my truck with my hands in my hoodie pocket and said "Hey" Jake ran to me and picked me up hugging me and spun me around like he hasn't seen me in ages. "Hey" he said back with a smile then he put me down but still hugged me while whispering "I will kill him if I ever see him around my girl" I laughed and thought to myself... His girl.

A/N: sorry for the long, long, LONG time to update, I got busy with LIFE and was working a lot but I'm somewhat back. I will try my hardest to get back into my typing and all and try to retype this story. I Love you all ♥♥♥ and I will try to type more