My Lesbian Lover

Chapter 3

{Picture of Ciara on the side}

Diamond

Man, Ciara been on my mind all damn day. I haven't talked to her since this morning. She's 19 and she's in college. She wants to be a nurse. Baby girl tryna make some money.

She told me that she has a 3 year old son. Nobody knows this but my brother. When I was 16, I had a miscarriage. I know I told you that I told my mom I was a lesbian when I was 14 but me and Da' Shawn went to a party and let's just say I got drunk. Really drunk and I had sex with his best friend. I never told him that his best friend was the father.

Anyway, the doctor told me it would've been a girl. I cried like I lost my day one nigga. It hurt me to my solo. I promised myself, that I would never fuck another nigga again. I'm a just stick to fucking bitches and hoes.

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I parked my car and than walked over to the bench where Ciara was sitting.

"Hey." She said

"What's up?" I sat down next to her

"Jeremiah!" she yelled. A little boy who looked a little like Ciara came running over to us.

"Yes mommy?" He said

"This is my friend Diamond, Diamond this is my son, Jeremiah." She introduced us

I shook his hand "What's up, lil man?"

"Hi." He said and than he ran back over and played with the other kids.

"He has nice manners, unlike you." I said

She laughed "I have nice manners."

"No you don't. You ain't even give me a hug." She gave me a hug while laughing

"He's nothing like his daddy." She said as she watched him play

"What's his dad like?" I wanna know if this nigga crazy. Just cause I'm a bitch don't mean I won't bang with a nigga

"He's a deadbeat." She sighed "When I gave birth, he was there and he asked for a DNA test. I let him take one and he was mad as fuck when it came back that he was the father. He wouldn't answer my phone calls or respond to any of my text messages. After two months of trying to get in contact with him, I just stopped."

"He wasn't no good anyway. He sounds like an asshole."

She laughed "He was but I was too blind to see it." She looked at me. "So, tell me about yourself."

"What you wanna know?" I asked moving in closer to her so that there was no space between us.

She shrugged "Anything you wanna tell me."

I nodded "I'm 21, I'm a Scorpio, Ion know what you want me to tell you." I laughed

"When's your birthday?"

"October 31."

"Halloween baby." I laughed "I'm a Taurus, April 24."

"What about lil man?" I asked

"His birthday's December 23. He was my early Christmas present." I smiled. She sounds like a really loving mother. So, he's a Capricorn. They some really freaky people.

"What flavor you want?" I asked Jeremiah as I picked him up. We had left the park and went to get ice cream.

"Vanilla." He said

"I like vanilla too." He smiled "What flavor does mommy like?"

"Strawberry."

"Ewww." He laughed as I placed him back on the ground. I ordered the ice cream.

I paid for it and than I handed him his. We walked back over to where Ciara was sitting. I handed her, her ice cream as I sat next to her and Jeremiah sat across from us.

She chuckled "How'd you know I liked Strawberry?" She asked me

"Cause it's nasty and so are you." Jeremiah laughed. I don't know why but, me and kids get along great. I'm a fun person

"I'll call you tonight." I said after I put Jeremiah in his car seat in Ciara's car

"Yeah." I gave her a hug.

I got back in my car and drove home. I'm really feeling Ciara.