You were sitting at your desk working on some of your college homework. There was this really hard math question that you just couldn’t figure out. You’ve been stuck on it for the past 25 minutes. You know that Nathan’s home and the other boys are with him. You pick up your math folder with your pencil and walk out of your bedroom. You hear all the boys laughing and playing fifa. You walk down the stairs and into the living room to see a few beer bottles scattered about the room. Siva and Jay are both sitting on the couch, Tom is standing up cheering on Max and Nathan who are sitting in front of the TV playing a one on one match.
"Nath?" You ask softly.
"Yeah!" He calls back.
"Could you help me with my homework?" You say biting your lip.
"Not right now Sandrine." He says.
"But Nath i’ve been stuck on it for a while now, an-" He cut you off before you could finish your sentence.
"I SAID NOT RIGHT NOW! WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND!?" He yells at you. You step back slightly, taken aback by his anger. You really don’t want to push him but you have a lot of other class’s homework to till do, and you have get up early for class.
"Nathan Please, I have a lot of other homework to ge-" He once again cuts you off mid sentence..
"OH MY GOD! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! ALL IT IS IS NATHAN THIS NATHAN THAT! NATHAN CAN YO HELP ME!? NATHAN PLEASE SPEND TIME WITH ME?! IT’S LIKE YOU’RE ATTACHED TO MY FUCKING HIP! I WANT TO BE ALONE ONCE IN A WHILE! AND CAN’T EVEN DO THAT IN MY OWN FUCKING HOUSE! WHY THE HELL AM I STILL WITH YOU?! I DON’T KNOW!" He screams standing up from his game which he had lost to Max. Tears start to slowly fall down your face as you swiftly turn around and sprint up the stairs
How could he? You think, tears now flowing down your face. You put all of your college work back into your backpack. Grabbing at least a set of clothing and your phone you put in the backpack on and run downstairs. You hear lots of yelling and one thing stands out the most to you… Tom.
"REALLY NATHAN?! SHE’ YOUR GIRLFRIEND! SHE NEEDED HELP WITH HER FUCKING HOMEWORK! IF KELSEY CAME AND ASKED ME FOR HELP WITH ANYTHING EVEN IF I NEVER HAD TIME TO MYSELF I WOULD STILL HELP HER! YOU NEVER TREAT A WOMAN LIKE YOU JUST DID! AND I SWEAR TO GOD IF SHE LEAVES YOUR SORRY ASS DON’T COME CRYING TO US!" Tom yells you shake your head grabbing the closest jumper on the hook, and run out the door.
You run down the street and into the woods. Awhile ago when you and Nathan we on a walk you went through the woods and found a beautiful little area with a river flowing and a large rock bank where you and Nathan have claimed as your relaxing spot. You lift yourself up onto the rock, setting your backpack next to you. You pick up the jumper and as your about to put it on you realize it’s not yours. You grabbed Nathans maybe jumper. Sighing, you pull it over your head, snuggling into it. You inahle the warm scent of Nathan. His smell has always calmed you down, no matter the situation. You lay back onto the rock and stare up at the stars, which were surprisingly not covered by clouds.
You suck in your breath when you hear the sound of faint foot steps. only you and Nathan know about this place. Someone jumps up on the rock. They lay down next to you ,wrapping their arms around you, pulling you into their chest. You instantly know its Nathan. A slight sob escapes your lips and Nathan brings you closer to him.
"Please stop crying love, I can’t stand to see you cry, especially when I was the one that made you cry in the first place." He says, sniffling. He’s crying.
"I’m so stupid! I know for sure you’re going to leave me! I can only blame myself for this." He says into your back, now sobbing.
You turn around in his arms, and wipe away his tears. you move your head behind his head and pull him into your chest. Ever since you can remember Nathan has had a extremely hard time with handling these kinds of situations. He’s always been insecure about his body, he constantly blames thing on him. Well, this one is his fault.
"Nathan, please stop crying. we need to talk about this." He nods and lifts his head.
"Sandrine, please don’t leave me. I had a few beers and i just wasn’t thinking straight. This is all so stupid! All I had to do was help you with your homework. But no. I ended up blowing up on you. I never meant any of it. I love you too much."
"I love you too Nath. Can we please just get over this?"
"Mhmm." He mumbles. You both cuddle into each other staring up at the stars.
"Hey isn’t that my jumper?"
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