It's been a whole 2 months since Erika died. I miss her so much, this is so hard. Sometimes I even think I see her. It will be so random too and it is so realistic but I know she's dead, I just don't want her to be ig. I always feel like I'm being watched now because Erika isn't there to stick up for me anymore... or at least that's what I thought.
I was walking home from school with John and we got to his house
"Wanna come in?" He asked knowing I was in grief from ya know my best and closest friend dying mysteriously.
"No I think I'm going to go home and take a nap." I replied
I would usually say yes and go in to see his dogs but all this week has just been really bad.
As I was walking I saw her. It was so real this time and so close. But then she started walking to me and she... she... she said my name! She was alive!
