11/16/18 was the date I told my crush I like them. Turns out they don't like me back. They like my best friend. They have tried to date multiple friends of mine but they don't like me. Which is strange cause my crush and I hung out a lot and talked a lot and I just wasn't good enough for them. Kinda sad when you think about the fact that they would date anyone except you. For some reason they won't talk to me anymore. I was crushed when they asked me if they could date my best best best friend in the whole world. They kept me going thinking we were gonna date for 72 days. 72 fucking days of my life waisted. Yet they won't even talk to me like wth?
After that I fell deeper into my depression and anxiety. It's come to the point where I won't even go to school unless I wear a hoodie and sweatpants cause I need to hide myself as much as possible. A lot of my older friends that aren't in my class are friends with him too so like it's complicated when we both hang out at our mutual friends house.
