Beautiful Boy ➶ l.s

19- Human

{ chapter dedicated to maddieisniallaf , bc ily my soulmate 💀❤️.. }

{ song for this chapter is human by christina perri bc im only human.. }

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{ this is the worst poem i've ever wrote tbh }

a white feather

blue, clear sky

girls looked sadder

and you were smiling up high

up on the playhouse

you used to laugh

you furrow your eyebrows

and i knew you have

that aura that used to

grip my attention

and as we grew up, myself and you

you were the one always in detention

i was the nerd

i was that guy

haven't you heard?

but with a no you sigh

years passed by,

some already have said their farewell

can't you say goodbye?

but it was saved once by the bell

hours turned into days

and you finally did go

and it was a paper that says

'i'm so sorry but you don't know..'

i knew very well what life was for you

but have you thought about me?

it's hard to know that you too

haven't stayed under that tree

one day, you'll find out

that i fell for you

and don't you shout

i'm a heart beat through

goodnight now

it's goodbye

don't ask how

just know i'm up high..

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"So you're a ghost..?" Louis asked, voice calm as I told him everything. His head on my chest, increasing my heart beat as he traced his finger in circles, laughing if I said something funny, his intoxicated laugh vibrated through my chest, catching the air in my throat as I came to realization that I'm here, and he's here too. And I can actually say, our love is not inventible. I guess our love don't really exist amongst us. It comes naturally.

"I was a ghost. Suggestively, my secret guard actually gave me 30 days to make things right.." I trailed off, making his lips twitch into a frown.

"What do you mean just 30 days..?" He asked warily, his chin on my chest as our eyes locked. Staring in those sea blue irises, I knew my life was finally complete. I kept staring into his eyes before I grinned, brushing his fringe away from his eye sight, causing the smaller boy to blush slightly, breaking the gaze as he looked away.