Jackass

Chapter 1.

Chapter 1. My First Love

The moment he slammed the door, I knew something bad was about to happen. It's not bad, it's terribly bad. I'm staring at the door expecting that he would return and say those words back.I waited for minutes and nothing happened. What did I do wrong? Tears falling down as I questioned myself. I couldn't help it, What? Was I supposed to laugh because he dumped me? Silly.

All those memories I had with him are the best memories that happened. I wiped my tears and headed back to my room.When was the last time I cried like this? There's so many question I want to ask, but the last words he said "I'm sorry but it's over" keeps on popping in my mind.

I wanted to run after him and ask him why are you dumping me all of a sudden? But what will happen if I do? Will something good happens and say all of those words he said was a joke? Why am I so affected? When this entire crappy thing is just an act. I have to admit that I don't want to end our pretend relationship because my feelings towards him keeps on building up.

It's been 2 months since I asked him out to be in relationship with me. Well, a fake one. And he agreed, like wow. I want to prove my best friend that I'm not a bitchy girly Barbie doll who can never have a boyfriend. That's not all, I also want someone who can truly love me just the way I am. Boyish, Addicted to games. The old me change, a lot. What was I before is totally opposite from now.

I took a shower so I could stop thinking about this little crazy thing, but I have to accept that he wants to end it. I guess we were never meant to be. The universe doesn't want us to be together. And there it is again ' It feels like someone stabbed my heart a billion times'.

I didn't bothered texting my best friend. I went to sleep so I could forget about this day.

~~ The next day

"Sissy!" I heard Kayla knocking on my dorm. " Why is she here?" I whispered. . I wasn't expecting her to be here. I got up and open the door.

"Why are you here?" I annoyed her from the tone of my voice. 'That's nice to say to your best friend', then she sneered at me. I laughed. "Don't do that face again, you look so damn - ug - unattractive". I joked. Were you about to say ugly Jess? She asked in her serious face.

Yeah, but nah. And then she laughed. "Btw, I'm not going to school today" I informed her.

I'm here because I'm not going too, then she gave me this weird smile of hers. She never does that.

What do you mean? I frowned at her "I mean look what time it is". I looked at the time and wow, its 10:55? I forgot to set my alarm clock.

You should still go to class, ya know, I told her "Just ask my dad if you could get a late excuse letter." And yass, my dad owns the school.

"Nah too late" She grinned wolfishly. "Do you want to go shopping? Or eat Breakfast with me? Cause I'm hungry" she offered nicely.

She's acting weird and I have to know about this. I pinch her on the cheeks and it turned to red. I giggle, pretend not to know-what-she's-up to. She asked me what was that all about and I said I missed her. I agreed to go with her even though I want to stay home and sleep.

I'm agony but I'm pretending not to in front of her.

We arrived at her dad's restaurant. I tied my hair into a bun and I was wearing a batman shirt, a black jeans and converse shoe. While Kayla's hair was curled and she's wearing a floral dress with flat shoes.

People greeted Kayla while she respond with a smile. We ordered the same thing. Chicken pasta and a set with bacon and egg. We then search for a place to eat. Our ordered came and then we ate. She said a lot of things and that really made me feel happy. But then she mentions Greg. I tried to keep my smile even though I couldn't. I should tell her the truth.

About that we b----. "Kayla and Jess?" A familiar voice cuts me off from telling the story. I looked at the person who called our name. "Is that Ivan?" I whisper to Kayla, but she doesn't recognise his face.

"Ivan Jones? Is that you?" Kayla questioned. I nodded then she stood up and ran to Ivan and gave him a big hug.

Kayla invited Ivan to join breakfast with us. Btw, Ivan Jones is our childhood guy best friend who moved to Canada when he was 9 years old. So Kayla didn't immediately know who he was but I did.

Kayla couldn't get her eyes of Ivan. I snapped my fingers and then she glared at me. I pout my lips and smiled at her.

The last thing I know was Ivan Jones was my first love. I know what love means at the age of 8. Love is when someone makes you happy. He didn't know that I had feelings for him.

It's kinda awkward how we don't talk that much anymore.

Kayla and Ivan were talking as if I was invisible.

I grabbed my phone out of my bag and opened it to check message. I was smiling with shock look on my face when the message was from Greg.

From: Greg

"Hey Kyla. I'm sorry. I really am."

My smile suddenly disappeared. I didn't bothered texting him back.

"Hey stupid, are you okay"? Ivan asked and I looked at him with annoyed look on my face.

I was about to speak up but then Kayla interrupts. "Stupid?" She asked, Ivan nodded, and then she burst out laughing while pointing her fingers at me.

Ha-ha-ha. You're funny and I'm not stupid. You still haven't change with those nicknames huh. I frowned looking straight into his beautiful blue eyes.

And I'm Fine Thankyou.

"K".

"K-zoned". Kayla giggled. I change the quickly change the topic whispered into her ear. "I think his into you."

"More like his into you" She directly responded.

"No, No, No." I mumble. "Never in a million years."

"Okay, Okay". She smirks.

How I wonder why all of a sudden her smile suddenly appeared, Kayla and I have been best friends since we were little kids. But her, smiling at me. That was different. Kayla is a type if person that never smile. Well, I think she smiles but not in front of me. She laughs but not smiles.

For a second we were silent. Awkward.

I'll just make some excuses so that Kayla could have some time and talk to him alone.

"I'll just go to the bathroom." I stood up and was about to head outside. " Just to let you know, the bathroom is this way. " I looked at Kayla and she was pointing where the bathroom was.

"Your bathroom stinks." I responded with a smile.

As I started walking away from them, they began to talk. I looked at them again and it looks like they're in serious conversation.

***

It's been 25 minutes since I pretended I was going to the bathroom.

I randomly entered in the teddy bear shop. That teddy bear easily caught my attention.

This teddy bear is similar to what I have before. This is the teddy Ivan gave me.

"You remember that teddy?" I looked back at then I saw Ivan. What are you doing here? I asked 'You take a long time in the bathroom I say'. He responded with a smile.

"That's not what asks." I said it with sarcasm. "You were right, Kayla's bathroom stinks". He step closer to me, he then leaned on my shoulder. He hugged me tighter and I felt my stomach churn and my heartbeat frantically as he slowly kissed my forehead

"Wha-What was that for?" I was blushing and speechless of what he did.

"I- I miss you, stupid." Then he smiled, I look at his eyes with full of happiness.

~~~~~~~ End of Chapter 1. ~~~~~~~~~~

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