Things That Only I know

Chapter 2

Will I be able to show you, how much you mean to me..

When I don’t seem to exist in the world where you breathe?

It’s unfair how you hunted me even in my dreams..

Unaware that you’re making it hard for me to breathe..

                                               -ImSoPrettyImBlinding

 

 

It’s been a month since that incident with Sandara, yes I know.. This creep managed to gather some informations about the girl I bumped in my first day of school.. Ha! That’s how cool I am!..

 

Well, honestly it’s not that hard.. As much as I hate it, the girl is popular alright?.. Plus her room is just next to mine.. She’s in section one while I’m in section two.. And ever since that first meeting I was trying so hard to catch her attention…

 

I almost run out of ideas, that I started listening to my new alien buddy Tabi.. Well his name is choi sunghyun, but I preferred calling him tabi.. Can you blame me? Dude he’s effin obsessed with teletubies! Almost everything about him either screams teletubies or his other anime obsessions..

 

Okay enough about my weird friend.. As I was saying I run out of ideas on how to make her notice me!! Fine, fine, nobody asked me.. But damn! My pride was crushed, never in my effin years of existence did anyone dared to ignore me!

 

Come on! You can see it right? I’m good looking.. Yes I am.. And girls from my old high school are trashing themselves to me.. But I never played or date, I made it clear to them that the only thing that I can offer them is my friendship.. And if they can’t be satisfied with that.. Then I won’t talk to them anymore..

 

I’m not a jerk alright? I’m also not a fckin’ narcissist.. And I care less about girls, but she’s different.. The moment I saw her angelic face back then, I knew.. I knew that she’s going to bear my Kwon minions! She’s going to be the princess of my life.. The Light of my home, The only girl I’ll walk down the aisle..

 

Okay, you already got my point right?.. But how I wish getting her to notice me is as easy as dreaming about her pregnant with my quadrouplets..

 

What’s worse is the fact that I can’t fckin concentrate on our effin class cause I’m busy day dreaming of her…

 

“jiyong..”

 

“Jiyong..”

 

“Yah! Hyung!”

 

I heared my friends calling me, waking me up from my thoughts..

I forgot that we are having our lunch break here in the cafeteria right now, before we head to basketball practice.. I’m with my four new buddies.. Choi, Seunghyun A.K.A Tabi, Dong Youngbae, Kang Daesung, and the guy who called me earlier our maknae Lee Seunghyun A.K.A Seungri..