Runaway//RM (BOOK 2)

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He's alive...

What the hell? I can't believe it.

H-he was dead. We checked.. How is this possible?

All this time we were running and it was for nothing. I feel a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders, I can breathe. The Realization of what happened is happening hit me. For moments now I forgot what we were doing- running from a murder we thought we did. Running like I thought I did before him. But this was different, this time I was down to go down with him the last time I was not willing to end my life for it. He did something to me, changed my mindset had me feeling thrillful running and falling in love like Bonnie and Clyde- or so I thought. What the hell did he do to me. Was I this deeply in love with him that I was able to be Thelma and Luise ?

I look over at Namjoon he was staring at the road ahead of us, his eyes were locked on the road as if he was staring at a tv. How is he feeling about this? He thought he murdered someone he was broken, now the person is alive... How would he feel about that?

"Namjoon, b-baby how are you feeling right now?" I ask him softly putting my hand over his trying to somehow warm up his body. He feels so cold as if his soul was taken out of his body. I can't feel him right now he seems like he isn't here when he is two feet away from me.

No emotion resides on his face, just emptiness.

We sat in silence for about 10 minutes. I don't know if I should hug him, talk to him, or just give him space he's not responding to anything. I want to help him but I don't know how to.

"I thought he was g-gone." he speaks in a low whisper before bursting into tears. I scoot closer to him and pull him to me. He sobs in my chest and I tear up listening to him. Poor Namjoon, he thought his life was over, thought we would have to run forever but no. It was all for nothing. We ran for our lives for nothing. I can't believe this.

"Namjoon, I'm sorry.." I said to him while kissing his head. "I love you, so much. At Least we can go back home. We don't have to run anymore, everything is going to be okay. I promise." I assure him wiping his tears grabbing his chin making him look at me. "We can do this together." I say to him smiling small. He nods slowly pulling me to his lap.

Namjoon looks up at me while wrapping his arm around my waist. He sniffles and I wipe away the tears that were falling from his red eyes.

"You're really my ride or die huh?" his voice is raspy , his hands are cold as they rub my back under my shirt.

"Of course I am." I say to him.

"How did I get so lucky?"

I smile at him kissing him passionately telling him how much i love him in between the kiss. He says he loves me too and I pecked his lips pulling away.

"Let's go home Namjoon."

"Okay baby."

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