aNever again

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by FanGirlKitteh

by FanGirlKitteh

Aaron:

The sharp razor Pearces my skin, sending tingles up my wrist. The empty numbness that I feel fades as the blood starts to bead up on my skin. I take a damp towel and wipe off my wrist, it won't stop bleeding but I don't really care. No one knows about this, only me. I walk out of my bathroom and into my messy bedroom, I dig around in my laundry for a few seconds until I find a my favorite From First to Last tank top. I pull off my sweaty school uniform and put on my tank top. I walk over to my closet and open the door, my jeans, jackets, and hoodies hang up neatly. I yank my plain black hoodie off of a hanger, not remembering I hid my extra razors in a little package behind my clothes. That's the only thing I don't let people in.

Sonny:

I pluck the strings on the guitar, rockin out to the loud noises blaring from the speaker. My mom calls me down to the kitchen, I gently set my guitar on my bed and turn off the speaker. I walk down the stairs of my fairly large house,"how's school?" She asks, glancing up at me. I hesitate, not so good, " it's great!" I lie. Her face scrunched up in fury, she walks over to me and slaps me in the face," Don't you EVER lie to me!" She shouts. My dad walks down the stairs,"What'a going on?" My dad asks, arching and eyebrow," I received a phone call from his principal. He's failing all his classes and shows up late to school, or doesn't show up at all." My mom says pointing at me in disgust. I feel my body tense up as my dad shouts at me," you're a failure, Sonny! You don't know how stressful it is to keep up with a boy who isn't honest with his family" "you don't do shit for me! I don't understand why you would adopt a child you don't care about!" I blurt out "How do you know about this?" My mom asks in horror. I turn around and walk up the stairs," I've checked multiple times, you're not my real parents"

Aaron:

The sound of my little sister's voice alarms me, I hear footsteps up to my door and a quite knock. I rush to my door, I gasp in happiness,"You're back!" I yank my little sister towards me, her beautiful black wavy hair pulled up into a bun,G-ma, I think to myself and smile Man I miss G-ma! " How was G-ma's and G-pa's house" I chuckle, holding my little sister in my arms," It was awesome! We went to Disney Land and I got to meet Minnie Mouse!" She excitedly tells me, her beautiful blue eyes widening as she explained how Minnie Mouse gave her a great big hug," Girls! Come and eat!" My Mom shots up the stairs," One minute!" I shout back," I have a gift for you" I turn back to my little siste," what the hell is a 'gift'" she asks me, scratching the top of her head," Genesis!" I laugh," What?" "Did G-pa tell you that?" I grin," Yeah...." She looks down, her blue/green eyes darkening a little, I walk over to my closet and pull out a huge box," OMG WHAT IS DEAL?!" she screams, her hands pressed firmly against her cheeks in amaizment ," yeah OK, Miranda Sings" I playfully roll my eyes, I hand her the box and she rips it open and pulls out all you can think of Minnie Mouse toys, puzzles, stuffed animals, etc. "OMG I LOVE IT!" she squeals, hugging the Minnie Mouse doll I got her," OK let's go put them in your room now," I smile, getting a little freaked out. Dolls are really fucking scary........

Sonny:

"Hey Joel" I sigh into the phone," Sonny? You ok?" " No. Not really. Can I crash at your place for a while?" "Yes! Please do!" Joel happily shouts through the phone," Dude, YOU'RE SO FUCKING LOUD!!" I shout back at him, twice as loud ," I KNOW RIGHT?!" Joel screams back.

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"Goodnight Sonny" Joel whispers to me, and shuts off all the lights and heads into his room. I close my eyes and fall asleep, greeted by a terrible nightmare.

I'm sorry I haven't updated in years! You probably stopped reading and spat on your computer, tablet,or phone. School has been a bitch latly and I have been just super busy trying to do better and work on my anger issues. I hope you're still reading this story, I need to update more and better. Also; please check out my friend PsychologicalRomance She's awesome. Please read some of her stories, she's a really good righter and survived being a self harm addict for 4 years. Follow EDMDiamonds on tumblr as well.....I love you my little pumpkins, SkrillexBabe over and out!