Twelve

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Nikki's P.O.V
After we were done eating eggs. We were just sitting there on our phones. And then someone cleared there throat. We looked up, and it was Matt.

"What?!" I said with an adittude

"Can we talk?" He said

"Sure" I said, we walked to the upstairs living room because no one really went up to that one. We sat down "so?" I said looking anywhere but at those beautiful hazel eyes, that I can just stare in wait stop nikki he cheated on you. And then Matt started talking.

"Nikki I'm sorry. I messed up, I messed up bad and I know it did.t mean anything..." Matt had said

"But Matt you still did it! I was hoping when I met you in person you would never do this to me. But now look at us. Matt I love you dearly, even if we just started dating. But we knew each other for a while. I just want someone to love me. I don't need millions of followers to make me feel loved I just want one. I thought that was going to be you. Every guy that I have ever been with has dumped me. I'm not good enough for them. I'm not good enough for you, I'm missing some pieces. I'm prude as everyone says. By all I want is to be loved, wanted and need. But no one will....." I said letting out the tears I was holding back. Keep kissed. Pushing me against the wall and started kissing me. He pinned me their.

"Nikki I love you in anyway possible.  I want you in every way you want me to. I need you because I can't see the future with out. I love you nikki. "He said and pecked my lips

"I love you too" I said as he wiped away my tears.

But that's the thing about pain.
It demands to be felt.

I thought to myself, these quotes from FIOS (fault in our stars) really seem to get me.

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