choosing

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'Kyla! Kelan mo ba balak ayusin yang buhay mo? Yun ba pag nawala na ako? Na wala nang tutulong sayo? Kyla kaibigan kita and i dont even get the point of you,'

,'Pero mahal ko sya!"

"Kyla, naririnig mo ba ang sarili mo? Ha? Mahal? Sinabi ko na sayo yan ah! Ang tigas parin ng utak mo! Niloko ka nya! Hindi mo ba naiintindihan yun? Hindi ka nya mahal! Ginamit ka lang nya! "

"Hindi , hindi totoong ginamit nya lang ako ang sabi nya mahal nya talaga ako at pano mo naman nasabing ginamit nya ako? Eh hindi nga kayo nag uusap non?! Grace! Kaibigan kita! Intindihin mo naman ako kahi-"

"No! Hindi, hindi kita iintindihin ngayon bukas o sa mga sa susunod na araw kung ang pag tatalunan lang natin ay yang wala mong kwentang ex! Yun na nga kyala! Kaibigan kita! At gusto kong maayos ka! Mahalin mo na ulit ang sarili mo! Nagbago ka, nagbago ka para sa kanya pero sinayang nya yun! Alam mo ba? Muntik na akong maniwala na mahal ka talaga nya! Pero buti hindi ako nahulog sa patibong"

"Nag bago ako nagbago ako! Nagbago ako para sa kanya! At hindi pwede masayang ang pag babagong iyon hindi pwedeng masayang ang isinakripisyo ko! Grace! Mahal ko sya kailangan nyang bu-"

"Hinding hindi na sya babalik sayo kyla, may mahal na syang iba! Pwede mo pa namang ibalik ang dating ikaw! Yung matapang, mataray, matalino, Casanova-"

"No, I'm not going to be back- the old me,  grace please"

"Please understand you? No i will NEVER EVER going to understand you unless you will bring back the old you, you bring back the bitch side of you or else just forget about me and I'm gonna do it also I'll forget about you I'll forget about our friendship''

"Grace! Please don't do this to-"

"Don't do this to me also kyla I'm the one whose hurting by your actions! Because you? Your fighting a person who cant fight for you, while me I'm fighting for nothing because I'm fighting for you but you don't want and sorry if I'm going to offend you but you are fighting for nothing you'll fight for that person? Come on wake up! LISTEN HE. CANT FIGHT FOR YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE HE LOVE SOMEONE! SOMEONE BETTER THAN YOU HE JUST USED YOU KYLA! CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? HUH? HE. JUST. USED. YOU.! Put it on your fucking mind! and your fighting for him against me, against your best friend who stand by you as a sister and a parent to you now! Choose!,  me? Or your freaking' EX? I'm leaving I'll give you time to think to choose between the both of us ...goodbye kyla"

And with that she's gone

She left me, they all left me, but i guess i really need to choose

Grace my best friend who's stand as my sister and a parent to me? Or Michael? My ex who are now loving someone by using me?

If i choose? Am i going to be happy? Or not?

Choosing is hard but saying it is so easy but

When you already know the answer why would you pick the second choice? Just go , go to your happiness, my decision is final and it will never change my mind i cant live without this person

I treasure this person for long time

And I'm not going to waste it, this person is all i have i don't want to lose this person

And I'm choosing ......grace my best friend

'Because god? Will make a way when there seems to be no way' and I'm choosing the right way , i know.

i dont give a damnTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon