Random Thoughts 2

Sad Au Story Time

Different Universe..

Different people...

Different personalities....

Different stories..........

In a dark room we see a figure sitting on something that looked like a makeshift bed.The figure was sitting on their bed while crying loudly covering their ears,the ears looked like cat ones as you know the only girl out of everybody who has neko ears is Lil....Indeed the figure is Lil but she looked different.Her eyes were really grey,her hair was shorter with a bit of grey on the tips of where her hair ends,she was also wearing part of an gas mask on her mouth for some reason.Lil's ears was flat against her hair in sadness than how they usually stick up happily,her tail had blood on it for some reason.
    The neko had been sitting on the bed for hours crying her eyes out you may wondered what made her cry?or you just don't straight up care about it...then leave...but for the ones who want to know.....her family has been abusing one of the reasons she is wearing her mask.Her mother had her but she didn't love due to Lil being an neko,her father was trying his best to help the neko but things didn't work out so he just stopped and joined in with her mother abusing Lil.Her brother died in front of her in an accident the sad little girl was blamed for what his death and with her sister had killed herself as usual Lil gets blamed for it.

"W-w-why c..can't I be l-l-loved?!"

Lil had took her grey sweater off,on her body was a lot of scars,marks,and deep wound.On her arms was deep cuts her wrist were also cut but not to deep.The poor neko girl had took off her mask...revealing her burned and cut cheeks and mouth,Lil gets up and looks at herself in the mirror,"look a-at yours-self....your w-w-weak!'she thought as tears go down her light brown skin.
   She then looks at a knife sitting by the mirror,as she stares at it the white-grey haired girl starts shaking as thoughts and voice came into her mind, "JūŚt ðØ ït cUt ýœŪrSSéLf"" nØ øÑ lŒVëSS ÿØû....just go jump off of a cliff so we won't see your fucking burned face! "Those were the words her cruel mother and father said to her before throwing her out of the house she used to call "home"....but this is her life now...a depressed woman..trying to get though life.

The neko started to reach her hand out to the knife shaking even more as she has it in her shaking hand.

" Do you know you wanna"

Lil's grey eyes had been replaced by a blank face as her burned lips had formed an "o" as she places the knife on her wrist.Shaking even more she starts to press the knife on her delicate skin,' ALMOST tHeRe cHilD!'her crazy thought had yelled at her in her head.The neko started to breathe heavily as she presses the knife more into wrist.

"No OnE lOvEs yOu!"

"JUST GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF! "

"Do iT dO It dO iT!"

As the more thoughts yell at her she almost cuts her wrist but only for her door to be slammed opened,the thoughts had stop yelling.Lil yelps loudly as she throws the knife at the wall and then faces the door, "Lil I've been calling your name for ten-"the person who was talking had stopped as they seen the brown girl's body.The neko started shaking as she stares at her step sister Menace,but this was a different one as this one had one normal eye which had a scar across it her pupil black in that one with her other eye it was fully black with an white pupil in it.Menace's hair was red now she was wearing a purple shirt with purple bandages,she also had on red shorts.

" Lil....what the fuck are you doing? "She asked the said neko.

" i-i-i...u-uhm..a-ah.. "Lil was trying to say her sentence but only to be hugged by the taller woman." Don't lie...you thoughts got to you again.. "The redhead said while patting Lil's head making her purr lowly.Lil started to cry heavily as she hugs Menace back tightly.

"I know your life was rough back then.....but this is now...."Menace says while looking down at the crying neko in her arms.The white-grey haired girl looks up at her step sister," i-i-i'm...s...s-s-sorry... "Lil says in a quiet voice," Everything is going to be just fine kitten. "redhead states in an soothing voice while petting the girl." O-o-ok... "

Menace then grabs Lil's grey sweater and puts it back on her, "now its time to eat."she says leading Lil out of her room downstairs.

"I need to do a better job at watching her."