As the world grows darker for me,
Fires appear.
They burn everything in their path
Glowing, blazing,
Uncontrollable, hungry.
Bringing about the agonized screams
Of people that I used to know
Ash, smoke,
Chaos.
Fear, hopelessness,
So much sadness.
These are what the fires have brought about.
The fires that I soon found out,
Belonged to me.
I didnt know how,
I didnt know why
My fires were created.
What have I done?
Had I done something wrong?
My fires,
My fault.
As I look around
The world so silent,
Ash drifting with every disturbance.
The fire has calmed and I stand here
Seeing the destruction
That it has wrought.
Chaos all around me.
I stand on the edge of a cliff
The world that I destroyed behind me.
Below is darkness
And it waits for me.
Theres a yearning to jump
And I want someone to tell me:
Dont.
Where have the people who cared gone?
Did they perish because of me?
Do they hate me?
All I wanted
All I really wanted
Was someone who cared.
Nobody stops me from jumping
Into the abyss
No concern,
No worry.
Silence greets me.
Mocks me.
And Chaos surrounds me.
I turn my back to the gaping mouth
Of the abyss
And gaze at the Chaos.
I lean back and I fall
I hear no one stopping me
No one who cares
And that is what causes the Chaos within me.
