Lost || Stray Kids x Reader

Chapter 3✓

*THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SELF HARM SO IF THAT KIND OF STUFF MAKES YOU FEEL UNEASY OR IF YOU DONT LIKE IT I WOULD CLICK OFF RIGHT NOW*

I woke up and looked around remembering the events that happened yesterday. I looked at my phone to see what time it is, 11:25am. I got up to go use the bathroom but when I got in there, there was a note on the mirror. It said, “(Y/N), we had to leave early to go to practice but please help yourself. Make yourself at home (just don’t burn the place down). We’ll be back at around 7-7:30pm. In the fridge we have some ice cream, you can have some because I know how girls can get with bad news. -Jisung.” I smiled at the note and did my business.

The day went by slowly. I watched tv, ate ice cream, went out to the park, then I fell back asleep at around 5-ish.

—POV CHANGE-(Jisung)—

I walked inside and put our groceries in the kitchen. When I was in the middle of putting the groceries away, Felix came over to me and motioned for me to follow him. I got up and followed him into the living room and saw (Y/N) sleeping on the couch. She looked so cute just sleeping there. But them all of the sudden I got shocked by seungmin yelling right next to me. Seungmin looked at me and started to freak out. “WHO IS SHE?! WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?! IS SHE A SASAENG FAN?!??!!”

“SEUNGMIN!!!!” Felix yelled at him to get his attention.“Jisung brought her here last night”

“But I thought he was- is she a Stay?” He said covering up what he was about to say.

“She is, BUT we invited her. She needs a place to stay for a while. It’s a long story and we can explain it later,” Felix started to explain.

“Oh. Okay” he said.

I walked over to her and I tried to wake her up gently. “Hmmm. Five more minutesss…” she said, groaning.

“Come on. We’re all getting home. I want to let you sleep longer so I want you to move into one of our rooms, Ok?” 

“Hmm.  Fiiiinne,” she said as she sat up.

—POV CHANGE-(Y/N)—

I sat up and looked at Jisung. And, once again, realized I was with Stray Kids. Then Jisung spoke, “come with me, I’ll help get you settled in our bedroom."

“Ok,” I said getting up and following him to a bedroom with two bunk beds. It surprisingly smelled good.
“Here, this is my bed. Make yourself at home, but just don't go through our stuff without our permission. Ok?” He said patting at his bed.

“Mhm,” I replied waiting for him to leave. 

“Ok, well. Sleep well,” He said then left.

Little did he know that I stole a blade from the kitchen. And was waiting for him to leave so I could use it. I looked over at the door to make sure that he was gone and waited about 10 min before I pulled it out. 

I looked at it with a straight face and saw the sun through the curtains reflect off of it. I put it to my upper, right hand wrist and pressed down lightly feeling it cut through my skin and seeing little bits of blood come through the cut.

I have to admit, it felt good yet stung. It has been about a year since I did this last. I finally got out of the habit, but now I’m getting into it again. I did another cut, but pressing harder to make it deeper and felt the blood coming through the cut and down my wrist. I got up to get a tissue box and put it next to me to use them to dry up the blood from my wrist. I repeated this two more times of the same wrist and decided to put the blade away in my jacket pocket that I kept with me and layed down to fall asleep.

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sorry that this is a short chapter and it's a little over a day late- thamk you for reading. I really appreciate it. see ya next chapter