Big Shot #1: Ricky (COMPLETED)

Big Shot #1: Ricky ❣ Chapter One ❣

Inevitable

I found a spot at the parking lot. It's close to the entrance.

Lucky!!

I parked my car and took my key out of the ignition. I pulled out my iPhone and looked at the screen.

Tin

Text message

I shook my head and sighed exasperatedly.

Yesterday was not enough huh!

I groaned.

It's still way too early for this sh!t!

With that in mind, I shoved my phone back into my pocket and tapped my fingers against the steering wheel.

I don't know what I'm going to feel. I feel a bit light headed.

This meeting is going to be interesting. That's for sure.

A scream outside my car snatched me out of my reverence.

I looked at the benches near the entrance and noticed a group of people.

An air of authority is around them. They seem confident. These students must be in the "popular crowd" or "in crowd" or "elite kids", whatever you want to call them.

All men are wearing a varsity jacket while women are in their cheerleading uniform.

A bunch of jocks and cheerleaders.

How typical.

Tinuon ko nalang yung atensyon ko sa jacket na suot nila.

A varsity jacket huh.

Basketball.

Ricky!

Bumalik sa isipan ko yung nangyari kahapon.

Yesterday was so awkward-to say the least. Thanks to an important phone call nagkaroon ako ng rason para umalis agad at iwan sila.

Ricky still has that look and aura. And unfortunately, hindi pa rin ako immune sa gwapong pagmumukha nito. I feel like a freaking high school all over again. Only this time, I'm more mature and a lot wiser.

Napatingin ulit ako sa grupo na malapit sa may entrance.

Memories of the past flashed in my mind.

Have you ever wanted something so bad, na kaya mong gawin lahat makuha lang yon?

I hopelessly in love with this man na kahit ano kaya kong gawin makuha lang ang atensyon nito.

And I'm staring at him right now.

Napabuntunghininga nalang ako habang hindi ko inaalis yung pagkakatitig ko sa mukha nito.

I'd often catch him staring longingly at her at wala akong magawa kung hindi and titigan lang din to habang nakatitig to sa iba.

Ricky must be a masochist or something.

And maybe, may pagka-masokista din ako.

Scratched that maybe. I'm definitely a masochist dahil sinong tanga ang titingin sa mahal nito habang nakatingin sa ibang babae.

I don't know how many times I told myself to stop. Na gumising ako sa nagsusumigaw na katotohanan na hindi ako ang mahal nito. Pero sabi nga nila, natuturuan ba ang puso?