#day1 my thoughts right now

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Hey
Right now i just wanted to write something because i wanted to:)
I was talking with my friend and she is so talented i love her so much(like a friend;)
She can learn every lyrics of every song and she knows animes even anime man doesn't know:0

I have been feeling lonely this days but i found her and now life is more happier

I have been drawing for so long but i am not a professional artist:(
I can not draw faces and this is the problem i was struggling with for a long time so right now i just don't feel like drawing because of it and it makes me sad.
I want to be more free and outgoing but it is not happening.
I want to buy Army Bomb but my mom and dad are not liking this idea
I want to travel with my friends and have fun like normal teenagers but in reality it is just me and phone/tv...

I love reading Manga.
I have 3 Mangas.One of them is Tokyo ghoul and the other two are Bakuman
They are so interesting but i want to read something else and have a lot more options to read books
I love reading books i like.
I like meaningful stories.
That kind of stuff is for me that kind of stuff is the meaning of life for me...

I am a Kpop fan
I love it so much unlike my relatives...
My dad is not liking there looks and my mom likes only films of Koreans.She is a pro in her work XD

My brother...
I hate and love him at the same time i hate him as much as i like him.
He is getting better day by day i live it and hope he will be like a big brother to me:)

I don't like talking stuff with my grandparents they just like to being annoying infront of me!

I got my piercing in my ear it is my 3rd piercing:)
I am happy because my mom and my cousin's mom were having the same friendships as we do with my cousin:)
So the thing is me and my cousin did the same piercing in the same day and at the same ear:D So did my aunt and my mom XD

I am really forward to see myself as a 23 year old woman... It is just it feels like i want to see will i be able to do thing i have always wanted to do..?

My dad got a job and he will be able to go to other countrys and he said that if i learn Korean i will go with him to Korea...
But as a lazy a*s i dont want to do anything more than just having tv and internet friends around me...

Even Koreans have kicked me out of the korean chat even thought I didn't say anything to them i just said hi they replied are you speaking Korean i said I learn it. After that they kicked me out:( It was not polite of them but right now i say:
WHATEVER

My life is getting tougher when i grow up plus i have school after 1-2 weeks so i am so sad:(
Even thought i did quite a lot this summer:D
And at least i had fun...BUT i should write stuff about flora&fauna for my biology lessons my teacher said that:(
(I HATE BIOLOGY AND MY TEACHER TOO BUT TEACHER MORE)
This lesson is not for me I dont want to learn about the insides of fish or insects
Where the hell will it help me?! I hate teachers too only math teacher is the best one so that is why i like math-_-

Ok now about my favourite Kpop groups
Here is the list:
--BTS
--GOT7
--EXO
--SEVENTEEN
--ONE'US
--SHINEE
--SS501
--SUPER JUNIOR
--DAY6
--SUNMI
--IU
--BIGBANG
--WINNER
--IKON
--PENTAGON
--BTOB
--BLOCK B
--ATEEZ
--RED VELVET
--STRAY KIDS
--THE BOYZ
--X-1
--WANNA ONE
--NCT ALL UNITS (WAY V TOO)
--ASTRO
--THE ROSE
--TXT
--ERIC NAM , etc.

Now i need to sleep it was a good blog about this day and really fun to make hope you like this kind of stuff :)

Now i just need to sleep but with this i am going to struggle more than anything else-_-

So good night/afternoon/morning to every human being;)
Now i am just going to sleep see you...maybe soon...maybe never...but maybe after some time:)

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