So um this is a drawing that I've been wanting to work on for a while now, ever since someone special started to talk again, I love him dearly, he always has a special place in my heart, even though he hurt it a couple times, I still love him. I got told to stop missing him the other day and I tried, it's not gonna happen, I will always miss him even if he is right next to me or a thousand miles away. Me and him met on here and it was like the one of the best days for me, I met someone who I love and miss, I love you T I hope you see this when you can ❤❤❤
That was until my life got shitty when I told him to fuck off, I hate you now and I don't want nothing from you, you don't care about me,you say you miss being with me and that you love me, why the fuck do you gotta lie to me, I'm already a worthless piece of shit, so please don't talk to me until I'm ready you can text me all you want all I'll say is a simple "hey" and I'll be on my way, trying to get rid of my feelings for you, trying to stop missing you, crying my eyes out like i am right now,
(Trigger Warning)
Probably off cutting and not caring, like I did they day you left me, honestly what the fuck did you see in me!!??? There's nothing to like/love about me, I have no perpouse in your life so why do you still talk to me Terry? Forget about me and forget i even existed please and thank you, see you when it your time (how many years that would be) I don't want to be just a fuck buddy, casue i go back to our old messages and that's all I see, so I'm sorry Terry goodbye.....*Cries eyes out and cuts*
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Tbh Idk What This Turned To
Randomwell you wanted to know what I looked like so here you go I'm just to fucking suicidal