Roof Jumpers//meanie

45.

"A-Are you high right now?" Mingyu blinked at the boy as he looked towards him in disbelief.

The boys had made their way back to Wonwoo's condo. The light from the moon shined on Mingyu's face slightly as he stood by the window, waiting eagerly for the answer.

"Yeah, just a little though. its fineee," the boy dragged his words as his body sunk into the black leather couch.

"What's going on with you lately?," Mingyu now kneeled infront of the boy as his left hand found its way to the sides of Wonoo's face. Mingyu looked into the boy's eyes, Wonwoo's pupils dilated as he looked back at him.

"Your hand is warm," Wonwoo leaned into Mingyu's hand, his eyes closing as a small smile formed on his face. His right hand caressed Mingyu's as he opened his eyes again to look back at the boy.

"Why are you doing this to yourself? I-I feel like I don't know who you are right now," Mingyu had tears streaming down his eyes as he struggled to maintain his composure. 

"I don't think you ever really knew me at all," Wonwoo said, his voice a whisper but slight humor could be heard in it, as his free hand pulled at the string to his hoodie, his eyes focused on his lap.

"Well you never gave me a chance to," Mingyu took his hand from Wonwoo's cheek, hurt evident in his eyes. His breath hitched as he tried to keep himself from sobbing.

"That not wha-," Wonwoo grabbed Mingyu's hand, looking down at the boy, his face stoic as Mingyu was seconds away from becoming a sobbing mess.

"I-I can't even do this right now. I can't even talk to you you because you're so high off your ass," Mingyu said, raising his voice slightly. He pulled his hand from Wonwoo's grip as he got up, and made his way out the door.

Wonwoo watched the boy leave quietly as he rested his head against the couch, a singly tear falling down his cheek.