i know places

chapter 1

i sat in this expensive restaurant looking at my food without eating anything while i swin in my sea of thoughts and i was about to drown when silas voice saved me

" vin ? "

" yeah ? "

" can u stop thinking of him for a just one minute , talk to me and eat ? " silas said while he was looking at me

" i can't " i said as it came like a whisper " i can't stop thinking about him , silas "

" but u have to cuz he already moved on "

" maybe " i said as the tears madr their way to my eyes

" just don't cry he doesn't deserve " silas said as he bring his hand to wipe my tears

" u know how nuch is it weird to be maried to your bestfriend "

" i do because i'm married to my bestfriend " silas said as he chuckles

" silas . Can u take me home ? "

" yeah sure u know i just bring u here trying to lighten the mood a little " silas said

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As i enter the house i went upstaires to my bedroom to change and sleep cuz it is the only time that i don't think about him

Do you know how it feels when you are married to your bestfriend . Weird , right ?

And i'm married to my bestfriend cuz my parents and his parents want that . Yeah arranged marriage .

I changed into comfortable pajamas and got under the civers waiting for silas to come cuz i don't like to sleep alone

So i think its ok if tell you about me

So my name is vinnie and i'm 22 , i have no friends ever except silas . My parents is kind of protective parents . They never accept that i can have a boyfriend ir a guy friend . They don't even know that silas is my bestfriend

Silas came and jump in the bed with me wrapping his muscular arms around my waist

" you know if your parents were vampires and they can read your mind right now . They will freak out and almost come and kill u right now for thinking about your ex boyfriend so much " he said as he chuckles

" i love him so much "

" i know "

Me and my ex boyfriend broke up 6 months ago . I haven't feel his touch or his kiss , i haven't listen to his voice while he was trying to wake me up while kissing my stomach . I haven't wake up to see him cooking me breakfast shirtless for 6 months . Can you blame me . till now i Don't Know why he broke up with me he just send me message saying that we are over and i just wanted to know why . Our relationship was secret only silas knows . Maybe he got tired , tired of our secret relationship but he knows that we can't tell my parents he knew that they will make leave him and i was afraid of leaving and he left me and he is gone now i didn't know anything about him or where he lived . I didn't know anything . i Wish that i would never meet him in the lake in the Woods that day. I hate every memory of him cuz memories always makes me cry and i really hate that . I'm tired of everything of life , i'm tired of cryung every night because of him i hate when silas looks at me with pitty . I hate that i love him . I hate that fact so much

" vinnie , good night " silas said

" good night " i said as i drifted into deep sleep

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My first chapter in this story

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