Seoul || minjoon [✔️]

THIRTEEN

Flashback: breakup

Jimin was so happy. His boyfriend, Namjoon, finally had some days off after working hard on a new song for an idol.

He had prepared dinner, with lights and stuff, making it super romantic. Even more romantic than the authors stepdad that posts monthly or weekly Facebook posts about how much he loves the authors mom, making him almost vomit.

Jimin made sure to make it cliche. A romantic dinner with living lights, a box with a thing from every date they had, and pictures!

Namjoon entered the door, took off his shoes and jacket. Jimin ran towards him and gave a warm welcoming hug with a peck on the tallest cheek.

But... Namjoon didn't take him in his arms and swung him around and kissed his soft lips. He just wrapped his arms around the youngest lazily and gave an awkward smile.

Jimin brushes it off and dragged him to the table, took out Joon's chair for him to sit down and then sat down himself on the other side.

Jimin eyes were filled with the same love and admiration since when he really started loving the older. The same look when Namjoon came home one day about seven months ago with a huge smile and told Jimin that he had a big chance of becoming an idol, even bigger than when Jimin started working there.

But Namjoon didn't have his warm dimple smile on show. He just started eating the food and at times let out happy moans of the delicious taste of meat.

Jim in's loves filled eyes soon disappeared. He didn't smile anymore. Yea, it was good seeing Namjoon enjoying his food, but... Namjoon hadn't said anything or acted like how he usually did when he came home.

After a few minutes of silence, Namjoon sighed. He put down the chopsticks stretched a little before looking deep in Jimin's eyes.

"I'm sorry." The oldest sort said, his eyes a bit confused, just like Jimin.

"Jimin, you know how much I love you, right? And I hope you know that I only do this so I won't hurt you." Namjoon fiddled with his fingers and sighed once again.

Jimin has just put some food in his mouth when Namjoon started talking.

"We- we have to break up."

Jimin lost all the food in his mouth on his lap. Meat, salad and some sauce stained his pants.

Tears started roughly falling from Jimin's eyes and down his cheeks. Sobs left his lips and his hands went to his eyes to cover them.

Tears fell down Namjoon's cheeks too, but his crying wasn't as bad as Jimins.

Between sobs Jimin managed to get out a why and Namjoon tried to dry his face before telling the news to Jimin. "I'm becoming an idol, s-so I have to stay single and I don't want people to find out that I'm dating you so they start harassing you. Like if I get really famous and then stalkers suddenly break in and see us doing whatever couple stuff... I don't want people to hurt you..."

Jimin's sobs came out more violent, he lifted his head and looked in the oldest eyes "get the fuck out of my apartment, GET THE FUCK OUT!"

Namjoon sighed and went to their shared room and packed his stuff, some he had already packed the last time he was home while Jimin was sleeping.

After few minutes he was finished, Jimin still sat at the table crying and sobbing with his hands covering his face.

Namjoon put on his coat and shoes and walked out the door, before closing it, he looked at Jimin. "I love you so much."

And then he left, and Jimin cried even more.

Sooner or later he would be dry so he drank some water.