➥ 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦║𝘱𝘫𝘮

Chapter 12

Y/n's pov:

I just returned from school and threw my bag on the floor. Jungkook was just looking at me while I was walking up the stairs. I thought I heard my name so I turned to face a worried Jungkook. The rest of the guys went in as well. Jungkook invited them to eat at our place but I really wasn't in the mood. He took a step closer to me and tried to smile, something that Jungkook rarely does.

Jk: Do you wanna eat pizza with us?

Y/n: Nah but I would consider about eating pizza alone !!

Jin: Y/N...

Y/n: What?

Y: Just come and eat with us!!!

I ignored their "inspiratonal speech" about eating pizza and continued walking until I met my room's door. I got in and closed it while the guys were still looking at my direction from downstairs.

I ran to my bed and my tears started falling like a waterfall. My thoughts didn't seem to leave my brain and they were all about Jimin. Jimin was the person that I actually caught feelings for. I was okay with Jungkook controlling my love life a few years ago cause I didn't really like someone but now that I like Jimin, Jungkook broke my heart.  So my first heartbreak wasn't because of the boy I liked, but my brother!

At least Jimin didnt break my heart but that doesn't make me feel better because I broke his. He literally pushed me down today. He was heartbroken and everything he said was true as I am thinking about it. I started acting like Jungkook. I am a monster. I always believe that beating up someone wasn't the right way to solve a problem but that was exactly what I did today. That was what Jungkook would do and Yoongi to be honest.

Someone knocked on my door and snapped me out of my daydreaming.

Tae: Are you feeling better?

Taehyung didn't completely open the door and his face was barely visible.

Y/n: No Tae!!

He opened the door and made himself at home, laying right next to me on the bed. He put his hand on his chest and sighed.

T: You will be!

Y/n: I broke his heart!

T: Do you wanna know something?

Y/n: No

I said and he put his hands around my shoulders. I was inside his warm hug. The hug of my true brother. The one that actually cares about my happiness.

T: The truth is that-

Y/n: I said no!

T: And I dont care !!!

He flicked my nose while still having me inside his arms

T: I think that your situation is even worse than Jimin's to be honest!

Y/n: Why?

T: Cause I believe that it is worse trying to break your Love's heart for their own good than getting your heart broken. You tried to break his heart on purpose and that broke your heart. You also saw him crying and it broke your heart as well. Jungkook treating you like that also broke your heart. And the fact that you are staying silent without actually breaking down makes you hurt. And after what I just said I have come to a conclution.

Y/n: And what's that?

T: That you are the strongest person I know. You broke your own heart to save Jimin and that's admirable. I wouldn't do the same! A lot of people would have chosen themselves cause all of us seek for happiness but you surcrifised your happiness for everyone!