Broken Bond

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Dominick

A quiet morning.

Very. Very quiet.

I throw on my jacket and dad looks at me. "Where are you going?"

"Out" I snap.

"Will you let me fucking talk to you?" he stands tall.

"No" I leave the house.

"Dominick!"

I hop in my car and speed to where mama is.

Not far from the house. I just... like to circle around it a few times so I can gather my thoughts until I have to man up and pull into the spot.

Her mausoleum.

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I get out of my car with the flowers and walk to it, placing the flowers at the door. "Hey mama!" I smile. "I got your favorite flowers! As always" I place my hand on the door. "I miss you... been thirteen years without you..." I frown. "I'm sorry for yelling at you sometimes, it just doesn't get any easier. It never does. It's so hard without you... and I'm sure you know. I'm sorry I'm not the boy you raised me to be... nice, respectful to women, loving, and so on. I've tried, I really have, but I broke when I turned nine. It was another birthday without you. And I know you were there... it just hurts. I miss you so fucking much" tears form in my eyes. "I met a girl, mama" a little smile grows on my face. "And I don't mean one of my sex toys, I mean, a girl I actually like. But, she doesn't like me back. Her name's Lyla, but I call her doll. I knew from the start she wouldn't go for me, so I made a deal with her... mainly so I can just be with her for three months, but the deal is that if she falls in love in three months, she's mine, and if not, I'll never bother her again and let her out of the men she's owned by" I sigh. "I wish you were here... to tell this is messed up and I should just let her go. I have nobody to talk to about it besides you... and you know dad and I are always fighting. And I'm sorry about that. But I promise today we won't, for you. It's a hard day for all of us"

"Dominick?" I hear Lyla.

I smile. "That's her, mama"

"What are you doing here?" she walks to me.

I walk down the stairs and to her. "This is my moms spot"

She looks around and smiles. "Sabrina Archer?"

"Yeah" I smile.

"She sounds so lively" she turns to me and I nod.

"She is" I say as if she's still here. "What are you doing here?" I ask.

"I was driving by and thought I saw you" she looks at me. "I'd ask what you were doing here, but now I see it's Sabrina's mausoleum" she tries to laugh.

I shake my head. "I come here every now and then. But today's the thirteenth year she's been gone"

"Oh... I'm so sorry" she frowns. "You okay?"

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