Dear diary
Today was horribly confusing. I feel lost and scared and so fucking lonely I can't even find words for it. I felt so wrong every tuch felt like getting hit and i wanted to hurt myself so bad but I don't want scars cause they'd make me even uglier. I don't want anybody to see me. I just want to be dead without having to die just stop existing and leave this world without a trace I ever existed. Today was horribly confusing cause I didn't have any reason to feel this way.
It is time to sleep now and to hope for a better or no tomorrow both would be better than today. Sandman call your brother you both take me away.
