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Taehyung's P.O.V

Once we arrived in Jungkook's doorstep, he let me in.

He soon closed the door as we both sat down on the couch.

"Is something bothering you?" I asked, breaking the silence.

He sighed and looked up at me. "It was just the nightmare..."

I pulled him into a hug as I leaned back a little, holding him into my arms.

"Tell me." I requested softly.

"Well... it was about.. us.." he whispered, burying his face into my chest.

I stroked his hair gently, humming for him to continue.

"You.. you were covered in blood a-and, I was yelling at you angrily because- you killed s-someone." He stuttered.

I frowned as I stopped stroking his hair while he continued.

"Y-you said you were doing this f-for us... I cried as I denied everything you t-told me.." he ended, breaking into sobs.

I shook my head as I cupped his face. "Darling, that isn't true... yes, I love you and I would do anything just for us.. but killing someone? That's far from my capability..." I stated, wiping away his tears.

"I would never do such thing." I admitted.

"Promise..?" He asked. I smiled a little and nodded, kissing the top of his head as I hooked my pinky finger with his.

"I promise, my love..." I said smiling.

"You... never told me about your past." He said said out of the blue.

I thought about it and soon smiled sadly. "My past isn't exactly... pleasant.." I admitted.

He shook his head, a smile placed on his lips. "It's alright, mine isn't pretty either, remember?" He reminded.

I nodded slowly as I took a deep breath and began to speak.

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"I'm sorry ma'am... but your child seem to lack the capability of expressing his own emotions. In short, he's broken." The doctor said, as I stared and listened to their conversation.

'I'm not broken, i'm just lost, that's all I could feel.' I thought.

My mother broke into tears as father held her into his arms tightly.

I joined their hug as I tried to ease my parents, even though I know myself that they wouldn't be the same knowing that their only child is labelled 'broken'.

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"Hey stupid!" Someone called out, making me turn to the person, only to see a boy with a mocking smile.

I stared at him blankly, though I was curious to why he would call me that. I'm still human, aren't I?

'Then... why would they treat you like you're some kind of animal?'

My conscience asked as one boy soon glared at the one that called me stupid and approached me. "Still the same blank face from before. Are you really that emotionless?" The other boy asked, suddenly sounding concerned.

"What.. exactly are you talking about?" I asked.

"You always have that straight face. You barely show any emotion on your face, let alone, your eyes- they're empty." He said, pity and sadness laced into his tone.

"Empty?" I asked, tilting my head.

He frowned and shook his head as he soon smiled sadly. "Never mind.. forget what I said." He said as he turned his back on me, leaving me to watch him walk away, like everyone else did.

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"And that's it, I actually had no friends before because of my condition." I said, sighing.

"But even after my parents knowing about it, they still loved me. They took great care of me and even tried their best to make me understand myself."

"And Highschool came, then, I met the most wonderful person in the world. It was you."

I finished as I soon stared into Jungkook's eyes. He smiled softly, kissing me sweetly.

I smiled in the kiss as I returned it happily. Once we both pulled away, I saw tears decorate his eyes.

"What's wrong?" I asked, suddenly worried as I caressed his cheek.

"You're lucky... even if you had no friends, your parents loved you so much." He said with a sad smile.

I frowned and shook my head. "That doesn't matter my love, you have me, Jimin, Jin hyung and Yoongi hyung. You're not alone, you're with us now."

I assured with a smile as I kissed his forehead sweetly.

He smiled and giggled a little. "Thank you.."

"Now get some sleep my sunshine, i'll cook us dinner later." I said.

He hummed, resting his head back to my chest, snuggling close to me as he closed his eyes.

I smiled softly, wrapping my arms around his waist as I also drifted off for a quick nap.

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