BXB
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Book 1
Connor Lyndman only wants one thing in life and that was love. With everyone he knows finding that special someone he can't help but feel hopeless knowing no one would love him because of his p...
His dads barbecue went by just like that, and pretty soon he was dropping me off to my house. "I'm so happy you said yes, you have no idea how excited I am to take you on our first date" Elton' said happily.
He's gonna take me out on a date, "Uh, when d-do you w-want to g-go o-on a date?" he just looked at me amused, "Sunday? How does that sound?" He said, I'm trying not to get my hopes up maybe he just feels bad for me and my past shitty relationships. "Sure t-that's good" I really need to check on this stutter.
I unbuckled my seatbelt and opened his car door, but before I could get out he he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him, we were so close chest to chest. He than leans into my ear "You forgot your goodbye kiss" he whispered, nipping it lightly. I whimpered. holy shit I whimpered, what is he doing to me.
"O-oh, s-s-sorry" I managed to mutter out, I gave him a quick peck on cheek, loving the way his stubble feels against my lips. He lets go of my wrists, "Alright see you later Connor" he winks at me making me turn into a puddle. I get out of his car and with a final wave he drives off. I sigh contently tonight has been great.
"I saw that little brother"
I whip my head behind me to see Tyler smirking at me "Screw you" I whined out
"Isn't that Elton Noriega? He's in my year, and apparently he was the biggest homophobe in our school. Well, emphasis on WAS, did you turn him? Are you James Charles now?" My brother joked. "Lets just get inside and I'll fill you in" I grumbled out. "Did he fill you?" Tyler asked in a teasing tone. "NO! Ughh lets just get inside" Tyler is pissing me off with his sexual innuendos, at least Elton doesn't have to go through this.
"Connor! Where the hell have you been we've been calling your damn phone for hours! Are you hurt? Were you kidnapped? OH MY GOD CONNOR ARE YOU A PROSTI- "
"NO IM NOT PROSTITUTE" I cut my mom off, she can be a bit, paranoid at times. "I was at a friends house mom" I answered trying to reassure her.
"Who is he?" My dad said coming into view behind mom. "Why do you automatically assume it's a he?" I replied defensively. "Connor you never address Sydney, Lucy, or Taxon as 'friends' so obviously it's a guy, who is he?" Damn my dad is observant. "His name is Elton Noriega he's in my year, former homophobe till he met Connor" Tyler interjected, my dad just stood there looking at me for a second.
"I wanna meet him" my dad said sternly. "W-wait why?" Oh no my stutter is making its grand entrance.
"What I can't meet your new boyfriend?" Oh he thinks we're official. "He h-hasn't even taken m-me on a d-date d-dad" , "Oh now I really wanna meet him, this boy is gonna take you on date? Finally, he better treat you right if he's anything like your past boyfriends I'll kick his ass" He just had to bring it up. "Anyway sorry, I didn't mean to bring them up, but yeah tell him to come over for dinner at some point" I just nod, it's been a long day and I need my sleep, usually I'd put up a bit more of a fight but not today.
After taking greeting everyone goodnight, I head upstairs and a shower, I change into my Pjs and hop into bed. I'm having doubts about Elton, maybe he's just doing it out of pity, it doesn't make sense that someone as hot and nice as him would ever find someone like me attractive and willingly date me.
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Sunday
Elton POV 💜
I can't wait to see the look on Connors face, I've surprised him by coming to his house pretty early with some chocolate.
Knocking on the door I expected Connor or his parents to open it, but I was met with a guy a few inches shorter than me. He's in my year I'm pretty sure, more importantly why the fuck is he in Connors house?
He smirks "CONNOR OH DEAREST BROTHER YOU HAVE A GUEST" oh there brothers, gesturing me inside I just walk in standing awkwardly in front of the stairs. "My dads might come home early so watch out for him he's a bit protective" he warns me, I just nod nervously, what's his dad like will he hate me? Oh no wh-
"Elton w-why are you h-here so early?" Connors lovely voice interrupts my thoughts. It looks like he just took a shower, his hair is pretty wet which by the way suits him well. "I wanted to surprise you today, here I got you some chocolate I didn't know what kind you wanted so I just got one of each" I handed him the bag which contained multiple kinds of chocolate. He looked at me teary eyed before whispering out a thank you. "Aww come here baby" I cooed, opening my arms out for him.
Oh shit.
I called him baby, is it too early? "Uh do you mind if I call you baby?" I asked nervously, "No, I like it, makes m-me f-feel like I'm in a real r-relationship" he said happily.
He walks into my arms, I wrapped around his waist and kissed the top his of his head, nuzzling my face in his damp hair, he just nuzzles his face in my chest. God he smells amazing. "You smell good" I said, he giggles at my compliment "T-thanks, it's v-vanilla Shampoo" hmm I'll be buying him more of that.
"So do you want to go somewhere or just stay here? Maybe watch a movie or something?" I asked, Connor fidgets in my hold for a second before saying "m-movie h-here sounds goods" he mumbled into my chest, he's the cutest thing I've ever seen. We went to his living room to look for a movie, we somehow settled on Pacific Rim. Halfway in the movie Connors brother, who I know now is Tyler went on the loveseat with his boyfriend I think his name is Jorge. Me and Connor got off the couch and headed upstairs after Tyler began to Straddle Jorge, and started to grind each other while making out.
"Sorry you h-had to see t-that my brother I-is v-very PDA" he stuttered out, I could see the hint of jealousy in his eyes as he said it, Than I had an idea. "How about we finish the movie in the room?" He smiled at me before nodding. We both got on his bed, but before he could move next to me I wrapped my arms around his waist and put him on top of me. He squealed in surprise, and hid his face into my chest trying to hide the blush creeping on his face. His reactions are the cutest.
Watching the movie with Connor in my arms was the greatest feeling ever, and Connor was just resting his head on my left shoulder, our legs a tangled mess. After the movie finishes I hear light snores coming from Connors mouth, even his snores are adorable.
But during the movie I noticed something. Every time I get near his wrists with my hands he pulls away quickly, which I found very strange almost as if he's hiding something. Peaking my curiosity I lift his sleeve to examine whatever it was he was trying to hide.
I'm horrified, there were lines upon lines of cut marks all over his wrists, some were pretty new as if he'd done them last week, some look like scars.
He's been doing this for years.
Than all of sudden Connor jolts awake and yanks his arm away from my grip. He turns to me in shock, quickly getting off me, "Oh my god Elton what did you see!?" He asked frantically while trying to pull his sleeves back down. All I could say was "Why?" In a hushed tone.
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Sorry I had to end it there, next chapter will focus a lot on Connors issues so stay tuned
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Tweaked the cover for you can't shift a bit, thoughts?
