Dexter Hollows |On Hold|

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October 30. 3078
I've been here five days and he still hasn't completed my task but today is Holloween so I just sucked it up and obeyed. Not like I have to I just want to earn his trust so he could one day cut them. I woke up around eight o'clock but I just laid on the cloud until nine it wasn't him or anything I just really needed to think. I heard the door open so I sat up the covers falling revealing my chest. I slept shirtless because it's more comfortable,, he walked up to me and tried to sit on the cloud but he fell striaght through. I laughed,, "Oh a little tip only angels can sleep on the clouds and sit on them humans can't because it's before there lifetime." He looked at me snickering at his mistake.
"Thanks,," he got up and grabbed a chair from the corner of he room and sat down our eyes met when he spoke.
Fuck,, I hated when he did that it made things alot harder to bare with when your eyes look like that!! I blushed at my thoughts I need to pay attention so I looked at my hand instead of him. He cleared his throat causing me to look up at him and our gaze met once again.
"Why do you want me to cut my your wings off? And why are they grey shouldn't they be big and white?!" He questioned me making me feel like my "heart" been snapped in half,,
"When a angel gets his.. her.. their.. wings cut off.. there no longer wel..comed to heaven.. they can't come back and no one expects them to. My wings are ashy grey because I'm.a fallen angel." I paused to look at his reaction I needed to see the disappointment but all I saw was a understanding look that made me open up more.
"I made a army full of angels but day by day he group got smaller and smaller until it was just me." I clenched my fist those assholes,, "I rebelled because I hated my position I was a fucking cupid I got treated like shit." I laughed at i wiped off my tears with my fist "I even stuck a angel with a arrow once that's when I got my first suspension." I saw him smile an I move closer but I stayed looking at my fist.
"Now I have angels that think they care whenever I'm dead or alive telling me that I should come back. But other's not so much."
I pointed to those scars on my chest "I was a warrior these are my scars from my battles. I got the shit beaten out of me but I let a couple higher ranks get into my head." I looked up at him. "Even though im dead you never know how much someone or something can take."
He said nothing then I found myself moving closer also. I pointed to my earring "it's a upside down cross because I don't believe that I'm worthy of God's love. Everyone else dose it because a saddist goth phase." I smirk he still said nothing. That made me angry "Come on Lokii say something! Please!"
Lokii's pov
"Come on Lokii say something! Please!"
Have you just ever wanted to say so many things but your mind couldn't settle on that one thing that person needed to hear? That's that feeling I had. All I could do was look at him I understood but his wings are beautiful I didn't want them gone but it's him. It's his choice but that's a choice I didn't want him to make. I wanted him to keep his wings. They made him have meaning. "I don't know what to say. I'm sorry but my stupid mind can't comply on one thing I need to say!" I frowned and looked at him and he looked at me with a gone expression like he could understand but he wanted to cry. Perminate tears fell from his face. Fuck I hate it when people cry I didn't know what to do I wanted to sit in the cloud with him but I'd fall through. I didn't know what else to do my heart was racing and I felt like I couldn't breathe I picked him up and I sat him in my lap and I held him as he cried. "Hey Dex it's Holloween you know we could go out and buy crappy candy,, popcorn,, and watch a movie. He looked at me and smiled I wiped his tears away. "I'll take your smile as a yes." He nodded and blushed I traced my fingers around his blush and I smiled also.
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He had to wear my hoodie just because I insisted. It was oversized and it was baby blue it really brought out his red eyes. He hid his wings and then I just threw on something we walked out the house and then we got in the car his feet and body hovered he was already dead but he needed a seat belt. "Are you real?" I asked him when I buckled his seat belt he looked furious. "Why dose ever dumbass human ask that?!" I was so confused why did he lash at me that way. I could tell that it was a sensitive topic but how? I got angry too "Why dose ever dumbass angel get angry so easily?"
His mouth dropped "Why dose every dumb ass human- al- um?"
I shook my head,, "look I only asked be-"
His tears cut me off,, "just drive." He said nothing else he just stayed quiet he took the hoodie off. "put the hoodie back on your gonna catch a cold. "Aren't you in your human form?" I looked over at him he was gone.