The small girl in this big world.

I try, I try all the time. To smile and to show the world im a strong girl, but how long can a person keep faking? They would want for someone to realize that they are struggling in this big world, someone to help you and actually care.

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My name is Tessa Daniels, I'm 17years old who is struggling in this world. My life is full of drama but no one seems to notice. Your probably wondering what my problems are? Well it all started last year.

" TESSA WAKE UP!!!" my mum exclaimed.

Dear lord, another long day dealing with the same bullshit, I got up went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. A strange girl looked straight back me, she has long black hair that has a long fringe that covers her blue eyes, her blues eyes are dull with no life. There begging for someone to help save her. But no bodies listening,

I did my usual routine had a shower, blow dried my hair so it could have a long wave to it and put no make up as I see no point of it, today I will put on my black shorts with a black shirt that says on it in white writting, Im a quiet girl but with a big mind, Explains me to much.

I go downstairs and greet the family. My 2 older twin brothers who are 22 years old are the first to see me. " Goodmorning Tes!" they both say at the same time, I great them back with a nod. The rest of the family seem busy fighting over the last pancake, I chuckle to myself this family is crazy.

You have my 2 older brothers tom and nick who have black hair with green eyes, then comes my brother tyler who is 19 and inherits the blonde hair from my dad and the blue eyes from my mum. My 18 year old brother jayden who attends the same school as me and is the popular guy at school who is also known as the biggest player has black hair with mixed green and blue eyes. Then theres me and my younger sister Juliet who is 10, so you could pretty much say where a big family. But the difference between me and them, there loud, happy, funny and cheerful where as Im quiet, broken, suffocated, upset, tired everything that falls under the category of depression.

All my brothers where the popular ones at school including Juliet she's the "It girl" in her grade where as Im the loner/ nobody who has only 1 freind and she speaks on my behalf for EVERYTHING.

I dread to myself when I walk out to go with my brother to school, I hate that place, its the most utter torture!

" Cheer up tes school isnt that bad you just have to give it a chance!" I looked at my brother Jayden with no emotion and he looked at me like he was trying to read what I was thinking but ended up giving up because I showed nothing. My whole family gave up on trying with me because everything they seem to do just never helped. I just wish I could scream out to them my problems but its just not that simple.

We arrived to school and my brother parked in the same spot he parked all the time, in a matter of seconds we were ambushed by all the girls who want to greet my brother, I just rolled my eyes and got out of the car to meet up with my bestfriend Sandy.

" Hey chicka!" she greeted me so happily

"hey sandy." I said while walking to my locker.

Sandy is the only person in this world that I actually speak to and knows what happened that night, this girl is the only reason why Im actually walking.

" How you feeling today?" she asked

"You know the usual" I said with a shrug but inside I'm dying.

"don't worry Tes he will be caught one day and would be punished for what he did to you." she said seriously

I only nodded my head and walked off.

I Tessa Daniels vow to myself I would find Jessie Hayden and kill him myself for the day he took my soul and crushed it in pieces. With that I continued my way to class and sat at the back of the class like usual waiting for the teacher to come so we can get this period finished already.

But what was different this period?

Is that she came into class with my worst nightmare, I felt like I was hyperventilating, I felt like my world just did a pause and I just couldn't move.

IT'S HIM! I thought to myself

There he was standing at the front of the class smirking while all the girls where about to pass out from admiration,where as I was about to pass out from how shocked I was

There he was the guy that saved me that night.

Sky Bolten.

He looked around smirking at all the girls until his eyes stopped at me and from the reaction I received I knew he was just as schocked as I was.

"shit I thought to myself, What am I gonna do"

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